The humble life of mine

2010-08-22T15:19:00.002+08:00

wow! i realised dat de last entry was last year!

lol.

i noe no ones really reads or even go here but i'll still post some update abt wats been going on for de past half a year.

in chronological order....

1st n formost, i finally made it out from Officer Cadet School.

it was a grueling n painfull 9 mths course.

these 9 mths lead me to be away from home de longest.

coz i spend a total of 6 weeks totally away from home to be in 2 foreign lands.

but all those sacrifices proven to be worth it.

as now, i'm de 1st in my family generation to be Commssioned as an officer =)

i'm de 1st of it's kind in my entire family generation.

I received my sword 1 week before de actual parade during Dinning In.

A week later, i found myself standing in de parade square replying, "Yes sir!" when de reviewing officer read out de Declaration Of Commssion on behalf of de President.

& dat was de moment where my life changed..

from being a normal person, to a recruit, to an officer trainee to finally becoming a commssioned officer.

i guess, dat would be de proudest moment for me n my family.

de date was 19 June 2010 =)

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After de parade, it was time for an event called Commssioning Ball on de 3rd day after de parade.

it's like a prom nite to celebrate out success in becoming an officer.

for dis day, i've invited a long lost cuzzin of mine.

de cuzzin who studied de SAME course as me AND in de SAME poly as me, of which i had NO IDEA dat she is even my cuzzin until graduation day.

so, long story short, i got to noe de most hottest girl in my course (coz every guys in de same faculty be it from mechanical to aeronautical course seems to be talking abt her) IS my cuzzin.

but dun get me wrong..

i didnt had feelings or anything for her at all during poly.

simply becoz i THOUGHT dat she's de type dat hang out wif hot n loaded guys for party n stuff..

or simply put it, i'm out of her league. haha.

so, de reason i invited her for de Ball was becoz i wanna get to noe dis cuzzin of mine better.

coz apparently, we've only met once donkey years ago when we were young during hari raya when her family came to my house to visit my late grandma.

so i wanna take dis opprtunity to get to noe my "long lost" cuzzin.

nothin more nothin less.
in de end, i found out dat she's not de type of person who i thought she was.

instead.. she's sweet, likes to laugh (i guess we both share de same traits), love to take photos & can mingle ard.
all in all, it was a great catching up session. =)

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Last n MOST IMPORTANTLY is dis moment which occurred 3 days after commissioning ball.
it's de day i got attached! =)
yay!
i now have a gf ^.^v
hehe.

dats is de most happiest day in my life.
her name is Juriah.
i 1st met her when she added me on fb.
we chatted eversince.
one day, i asked her out.. it was de 1st time we met in person n back den, we were not attached yet.
but few days after commssioning ball, she gave me de hint n i made my move =)
n from den on, we are together eversince.
a week after, we went out for our 1st date as a couple n took de above photo.
it was GREAT! n she commented dat it was de most happiest day she had.

abt her...
hmm.. she's sweet n cute, humble, understanding, belajar agama & we got quite a lot of things in common.
hehe
she's a great person =)

she taught me stuff abt being in a relationship.
from de ups n downs we had at de start to some tricks i picked up on my own.
i learnt it's takes a lot effort n composure to maintain a relationship.
n i'm definitely NOT regreting it.
she's my 1st love n i intend to keep it dat way n de only one.

i love u dear! forever n ever n ever n ever.. hehe.
& syg, 3 more days to our 2nd mth taw. hehe ;-)

2009-12-31T23:06:00.003+08:00

Finally got back my comp!
her power supply (de thing dat u stuff in de power cable) was damaged.

So, lets post abt yesterday.
it was new years eve yesterday.. (duh.. hahax)
decided to catch de eve's sunrise.
woke up at 5am.
got ready by 5.45.
woke up my mum n she was suprised to see me wanted to go east coast park dat early.
she thought i was going dating. -.-
haha.
N NO!
i was going dating.

rode to ECP.
de journey was cold, but it was refreshing.
by de time i reach there, it was almost day break.
i tynk i parked de bike at carpark C..
quickly head over to de nearest wavebreaker n sat there.
peaceful is de word to describe it.
if only everyday was like dat.
haiz..

Before de sun wanna show herself

The Sunrise

after sunrises n i was happy wif it, i headed over to mac to buy breakfast.
tapau de food den headed over to F3 area.
sat at the spot where my family used to set up our tent for sleepover by de beach.
on de way there, i passed by de spot where my cuzzins n i, as a big family, held our camping/sleepovers.
i was devastated at de sight of it.
it was all................. sand n rocks??!!
where did all de grass go?!

Dats de sight of it! OMG!

wah....
de place has change a lot.
i couldnt believe it until i saw it with my own eyes.
n tot only de big open space was renovated.
let de photo do de talking.

Dis slope used to be WAY steeper than dis. i remember we can sit on our kickscooters n ride de downhill.

This used to be a rigdge line.. now it becomes a huge stretch of wavebreakers! it stretches all de way to de toilet in F2 ares. And! where are all de grass?!

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ok so today is de new year.

yesterday i didnt even bother to watch de count down coz it was freaking boring.

i dun get de point of partying n counting down to de new year.

seriously...

partying is okay lar..

but de way they did is is like SOOOOO OVER de board sia.

haiz..

people nowadays..

lucky i can still sleep thru de night despite de party at de open area abt a few blocks away from my house.

woke late dis morning.

wanted to accompany my parents to pasar geylang.

coz i wanna ride in de coooool morning weather.

we reached, we had breakfast there..

den we went to de market there.

as usual, it's wet n smelly.. but at least i got to spend time wif them..

coz dis year, i wont ard in de country much.

i'll be practically out of town for like 2 seprate mths.

haiz....

i'm juz sick of being away from home!

arghhh!

i juz wanna get dis freaking stooopid 2 years over n done wif!

n i'm really sick of dis type of life.

JUNE 2011, FASTER COME!!

2009-12-30T14:27:00.024+08:00

OK! GO!

haha. gonna do dis quick before he comes back.

lets do abt social night 1st.
it was on de 21st dec.
supposed to have leave on dat day but they called us back for some refresher training coz of some stupid reasons which i cannot say. roar!
they tried to released us early but we ended up heading back close to 2pm.

rushed home to prepare for social night.
den rushed to tampines to pick up my cuzzin (aka my date).
i noe it sounds wrong but i gt no choice.
somebody, i shall not name (later she angry... haha), last min backed out.
den tried to find a replacement but it was kinda late coz i left 2 days from de day she informed me.
de night before social nite, i played all my cards n i left no one else to call.
so on de day itself, in de morning, smsed my cuzzin.
asked if she wouldn't mind coming for de function.
she said ok n phew.. i'm saved.

so, went to de place by cab.. shared wif my friend n his gf.
surprisingly, my cuzzin has a very broad network of friends.
hahax. she met loads of her old friends.
from pri schmates, to pri sch best friend, to polymates.
den i found out dat her pri sch best friend happens to be my friend's (from 50th CLT course) gf.
hahax! wat a small world indeed..

baisc it's nothing much ar..
food was great!
den gt a few performances.
n oh! de live band was gd too.

*for photos, check it out at facebook*

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Me n family went on a holiday on x'mas eve.
went to JB.. 4days 3nights.

basically went there to shop, chill & definitely EAT!
hahax!
it was great lar.
de rest shopped a lot.
i only bought 1 polo long sleeve, 1 converse shoe n 1 slipper.

we went to watched movie at Jusco.
didnt noe dat there is a cinema there. hahax
but there was loads of people.
coz it's during x'mas -.-
haha.
watched 2 movies.
we watched Alvin n chipmunks 2 & a horror movie called Santau.
Chipmunk movie was alryte..
but Santau was 0.0!
hahax.
not bad lar Santau.
1st time watching horror movie in a cinema.
some parts were disgusting..
scenes like worms plus fried egg plus blood mixed together. lol!
n i cant believed i was eating popcorns when during de scene. hahax!

we ate a lot there.
breakfast buffet at de hotel was my specialty ;-)
i ate like 3 rounds of full plates of sausages, beef bacon, chicken ham, scrambled eggs, hashbrowns/mashed potato/roasted slices of potato, pancakes/mini murtabaks/waffles, a lil bit of rice n noodles.
probably there're a lot more dat i couldnt remember.
hahax!

2009-12-29T20:11:00.001+08:00

I WANNA BLOG BUT I CANT!!
argh!!

my com is down at de moment..
so can expect some inactivity on both facebook n blog.
i wanted to blog abt de holiday at jb n social night but bro dun let.
coz de only comp i can use is his lapotop n he doesnt allow long period of activity..
coz he uses it for sch..

kk will update when i get de chance.

2009-11-22T16:40:00.004+08:00

dis week very sian..
booked out yest at 3.30pm..
den now going to book in again..
haiz...

to make things worst, dis week will have 1 night in de jungle..
den after hari raya haji, going in de jungle again for another 4 days 3 nights.. haiz....
n to top things up, i wont be booking out de week after hari raya haji.
freaking sad sia.

i wanna get de 4 days 3 nights jungle training to be over n done fast.
coz after dat, it's a down hill battle all de way to de end of Service Term.
den, it's de day dat all de cadets have been waiting for.
it's call Social Night.
can't wait for dat sia..
it's de time where we all get to enjoy ourselves juz before we move on to de next phase.

since i wont get to enjoy de week after hari raya, i wanna go out next sat..
planning to go to de beach or maybe a run or maybe juz hang out somewhere..
i wanna enjoy life man!
but see how lar de situation next week.

2009-11-14T22:13:00.005+08:00

It's gooooooood to be back home after i lost touch wif de outside world for 10 days.
i lost a lot of sleep n weight.
friends in camp from other wing/company said i look a skinnier.
well... dats wat everyone said..
all who came back from field camp look skinnier.
haha.

anywayz, finally i got to go out wif Ros today.
woohoo!!
after a looooooooong n loooooooooooooooong wait.
1st was movie.. den cancel.
den go to de beach.. den cancel (but for an urgent purpose)
n finally, go eat breakfast (which was today)!
hahax.

woke up like abt 5.30am..
go prepare myself n do prayers..
wait for de planned time to leave house.
left at ard 7am.
warmed up bike engine for a loooooong time coz dad said it havent been used for very loong time.
n off i went to Sembawang!
sticked to de centre lane coz it's faster n i tot i was going to be late.
reached her place at ard 7.45am n took my bike for a spin ard her estate to see where her block.
parked de bike n wait under de block.
she came down at ard 8.20am n off we went de coffee shop across sunplaza.

i had masala thosai wif teh halia(ginger).
n i have to say dat it was gooooood. spicy n crispy..

after dat, i send her to woodlands civic centre to settle some stuff there..
den we went to causeway point coz she wanna shop for her office clothes.
but in de end we ended up shopping for my lil sis sunblock lotion n Ros's sports arm band coz G2000 was not open yet.
we stopped by LJS for a while for some soup n off to de carpark.

while walking to my bike, Ros suddenly pulled out de camera dat she's already holding in her hand n said, "hey, lets take a pic!".
lolz!
after she snaped 1 shot of us at de basement carpark, i took a look at de photo.
i told her i didnt look gd in de photo n wanted to take another one.
den she dun wan to take again..
grrrr!!
tak per tak per..
i'll make sure i snap a better photo de next time we going out again. =P

so anywayz, sent her back home after dat but got disorientated along de way.
n i almost lost my way to her house.
hahax!
luckily i spotted Marsling mrt in time..
if not, jia lat.. i tynk i go straight into de expressway already
lolz!

2009-10-31T19:14:00.002+08:00

Finally got a chance to rest..
but sadly, we didnt go to de beach.
we didnt even went out..
coz of some unforeseen circumstances.
but it's okay.
i understand ur situation..
given de situation now, ur mum needs u more.. really2..(not being sacarstic)
anyway, like u said, it rained de whole day too..
so, even if we go, we couldnt do anything much there.

eventually, i followed my parents to pasar geylang serai dis morning.
it's been ages since i ride my bike for such dist.
feels gd to ride on de expressway again.
after dat, go home & lepak..
watch tv wif bro n sis..
but den after 30 mins, i dozed off from 2 to 4pm..
haha.
somehow i getting more sleepier in de afternoon.
so dats how de day went for today.

juz a note to all who visit dis blog:
i wont be ard for de next 2 weeks again..
i will be across de mainland..
n can't be contacted.
so if there's anything dat u wish to inform me, kindly leave a msg at de tagboard or my msn.
thx =)

2009-10-18T17:10:00.002+08:00

something i wanna post juz before i book in...
will be leaving home in abt 30 mins time...

it's been a depressing weeks since i've been posted there..
very low motivated..
i dun seem to noe y..
n people there are also not to my liking..
people ard me are more like egoistic..
soo many people are like dat there.

rite now, i'm facing one of de toughest job.
i now haf an appointment.
something which is gonna make me work like mad..

i now really really hope dat i could book out in 2 weeks time n not get into any trouble.
n i really really hope de next weekend when i book out will be an enjoyable one.
something dat could cheer me up n get my spirit back to continue wif de course..
hopefully...
i need a break from all these stress n mess..
hopefully a day at de beach on de next book out will help me out on dat.

2009-10-10T21:34:00.004+08:00

finally i'm out!
3 consecutive weeks in there is really really sux.
nontheless, i learnt a lot of new stuff.
met new friends.
n best still, i'm sharing a rooming wif a friend of mine from poly.
so, it's not so lonely.

how i wish i could get to speed on things dat is happening ard me in my civilian life.
but sadly, i do not have de energy to achieve it.
rite now, i'm having a fever.
not sure if it's gonna get worst.
coz it's a huge combo of illness.
cough, sorethroat, head is spinning, breathing heavily & de last temp check was 37.7.
my brain is processing info slower & i'm basically "zombying" ard de house today.

not sure either if i'm able to book-in tml night.
dis sux sia.
if miss to many lessons, i wont be going home for most weekends.
haiz...

so if u wanna noe how taxing de training is, maybe dis could be a gauge how intense de training there.
haiz...
so many complications, rules, & info to juggle at de same time.

hopefully tml, would be a better day..
gd nite people. =)

2009-09-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

my fate is already sealed!
no hari raya dis year for me =(

coz......................................
i got into officer cadet sch!
so dat means, i wont be coming home for 3 weeks straight.
haiz.........
wat a sad life.

but looking at de brighter side of it, i rather suffer now n enjoy later =)
furthermore.... going to be an officer leh!
wat more can i ask for =)
now i juz need to mentally prepare myself for de course.
n better make sure i get to commission/graduate from de course next year.

so to all my cuzzins, sadly i wont be joining u guys for jalan rayer if its after next tues.
n to Ros Liyana, sorry dat i cant do anything much for ur b'day dis year..will be stuck in camp for confinement... belated can eh? hehe.

so raya is ard de corner..
been busy wif de preparations.
kuih raya, shopping (macam paham gitu), cleaning of house......
tired sia.
de theme for my family dis year is RED!
Red baju kurung, red curtains, red bed sheet, red cushion case n even de car i'm gonna be driving is alsi RED!
hahax.
kk, baju kurung is not exactly red.. but maroon.
all in all, all de from de same colour family.
cool or whut! hahax

gtg now.. going to cook pasta for break fast later..

2009-09-14T13:56:00.004+08:00

i'm freaking bored rite now..
i'm done wif cleaning of my home.
curtains, windows, my own desk, my room & of course de living room.
kuih rayer all also are done except pineapple tart & kuih makmur..
coz mum will be baking those as i'm simply sux at making those.
so de total count for kuih rayer 8!
choco cornflakes, putri putih telur (not sure if dats de correct name coz sis anyhow made it up), choco chip cookies, penut butter cookies, pineapple tart, kuih makmur, n 2 other which i dunno de name coz my aunt made those.

n now, i gt nothin to do except face de tv or my comp.
juz bought a new lcd monitor. =)
n i'm very liking it!
bought it during de it fair last fri at suntec.
very stylo sia.. n its cheap!! onli $188 for a 19" screen =D
n it's easy on de eyes.
yay! no need to worry so much abt damagin my eyesight further.. heehe
it looks gooooooooooooood on my desk.
now gt more space on de table n it wont get too hot when i doing work on de comp.
power ar!

haiz.....
i wish dis block leave will never end..
but i'm rotting at home..
I WANT TO GO OUT!!
but sadly no one free or gt anywhere gd to go.
haiz...
wat a waste to spend my block leave like dis...
haiz....
posting result will be out dis fri.
if i kena officer cadet sch (OCS), my hari raya will be burn coz 1st 3 weeks will get confine..
which means cannot book out for 1st 3 weeks.. haiz..
so by de time confinement is over, hari raya will be lemau..... -.-

if i kena sispec to train to become a sergeant, raya wont burn..
but i dun like de life of a specialist/sergeant.

if i kena transfer to police, hah ah!
dis is one is de ideal. lagi best!
kena confine or wat i dun mind..
hahax!

2009-09-10T13:34:00.002+08:00

POP LOH!!

hahax!
u guessed it..
yesterday was my graduation parade.
now my rank up already!
from recruit to private -.-"
lol!
it's not a significant anywayz.

de past 3 days had been a fullfilling week.
we reherse a lot of times..
n i didnt quit even though i'm fasting n de weather was not very forgiving to us.
but i'm glad i made it thru smoothly.
de last 3 days had been a mix of happy & sad feeling.
happy dat i'm no longer a trainee in bmt..
but sad becoz i'm leaving de friends dat i've made truout de 3 mth..
from de storeman, quatermaster, commanders, platoon mates, & not forgetting fellow company mates who never fail to sing praises to me even though i told them REAPEATEDLY dat i'm not dat expert or gd.
haiz...
will never forget de quatermaster sia..
he really took gd care of us during de fasting mth.. expecially yesterday during our most grueling event before de graduation parade.
n congratz to him to be promoted to de rank of 3rd sergeant yesterday!
n de results are out for de 1st, 2nd & 3rd for platoon best for my platoon.
i gt 2nd =)

rite now, i'm juz gonna enjoy my leave till hari raya.
planning to bake cookies & de kuih kuih for raya.
dis morning already started baking choc chip cookies. =)
smells gd! hehe
wonder wats for tml.. hmmm..
Honey cornflakes maybe?

2009-08-29T16:04:00.000+08:00

dis week, we booked out on thurs evening..
but some things are really pissing me off..
org2 tinggi yg buat decision memang tak der otak betul lar!
tak der raser ihsan.
time bulan puasa ni memang banyak betul dugaan utk budak2 askar kat pulau t.
daily training still boleh faham2 lar...
tapi kalau dah masuk bab buker memang teruk sia!
janji lain.. lepas tu buat lain.
tu satu hal lar..
yg lagi satu, suruh beli makan sendiri biler time masuk nanti pulak tu.
budak2 lain disediakan makan, kiter tak der
macam kurang ajar sia..
padahal kalau boleh indent utk dier org, kenaper kiter org tak leh?
tak masuk akal langsung seh...
fed'up! fed'up! fed'up!
tak per tak per...
kiter org sumer tengah sabar jer ni....
n i mean everyone..
nanti besok time buker, kiter sumer buat kenduri arwah utk dier org baru tau.
nah! ambik kau

so moving on.............
yesterday was the last push in an attempt to revive back my final year proj, called Leviathan.
since i was de only one who booked out 1 day earlier than de rest of de team, i did everything myself..
i finally discovered de prob dat it was facing last week.
so i went to work on it after fri prayers.
my lecturer picked me up n we went to sch to work on it.
wanted to test it, den another prob came.
de 2 engines are emitting different forces.
concluded dat it might be becoz of de 2 different brand of batts used.
so we rushed to chinatown to get de stuff..
den rushed me home so dat i could be in time to break fast.
while waiting to break fast, i went to work on de batts.
den another prob came up..
argh!!
de charging port are different from de charger dat i haf.
coz usually de port is same for most batt n i didnt realised it was diff till it was too late.
so i juz make do wif i can n juz tawakal..

after break fast, he picked me up again to test fly at sch campus.
but in de end, it didnt really flew coz de centre of gravity of off positioned.
n we cannot rectify de prob coz de batts cannot be repositioned.
haiz....
so, we concluded dat flying is a no go during de video shooting for de next day.

as for today, after sahur/1st meal, i went to work on de leviathan.
touch it up a bit n repair de damages from yesterday's crash.
went to sch for de video shooting.
we juz shoot it on water n underwater.
den i gt de "honour" to go swim wif leviathan -.-"
lagi2 time puase seh.. haiz...
so, i got myself wet.
& i mean literally wet! to de extent dat i need to dive down to pick up de stuff dat dropped off from leviathan.

niewayz.. later, uncles & aunts from dad's side will be coming over to my place for meeting.
hopefully nurul & hadi will be tagging along.
it's been a while since i meet up wif them..

actually.. i wanted to go out today.
go out wif someone.. juz anyone lar..
coz i havent been going out, other than wif my family members, evesince i went into de army.
was planning to juz go out n break fast.
but sadly, none were free...
it's okay.. i understand..... dun worry..

k lar.. now going out to get my new contact lense for rayer!
cya!

2009-08-23T15:21:00.002+08:00

okay.. let me fulfill wat i promise in de previous post.

last 2 weeks:
had Field Camp..
dat is to say dat i went outfield training in de jungle..
wat i do there, i cant really say it here.
but wat i can say is dat, its damn FREAKING shag & tiring!
lots of things happened.
but none of it is de ghostly type..
they play ard wif u... like seriously kena play ard.
some simulated scenarios.. which is freaking jia lat.
didnt bath for all de 6 days summore!
freaking stinky..

last week:
mon had live range (go practice shooting our shooting)
it's a whole day event coz got day & night shoot.
i seriously HATE my rifle.
better not say de reason here..
day shoot gt almost full marks..
night shoot 1st 8 shots all hit on target..
last 8 shots NONE of them hit all becoz of de laser. rawr!!
i know u guys will be thinking "use laser can miss meh??"
now i tell u... yes u can. BUT at ONLY wif 1 condition.
i shouldnt be saying here too.. so, sorry.. wanna noe abt it, ask me personally =)
at de end of de day, we went back to bunk at 1.15am..
yes! u saw dat rite.. we did de range from 8am to 1.15am.

worst still..
de next day while i was cleaning my weapon..
they announced de people who need to go for reshoot.
i was like wat de crap??!! i almost finish cleaning it n now u tell me i kena reshoot??
crap lar sia...
so no choice, went up to gear up n straight away to de range location.
den they made us stayed wif de rest till they finish their night shoot, which is at 1.30am.
crap...
but while waiting for dat day's original shooters to finished, all of us (they called us bo bo shooter) knocked out sia..
all cannot take it already.
last night didnt slept dat much..
ao at last, my reshoot i scored 29 out of 32.
marksman! hahax

so dis week:
had ippt on fri morning..
tried my best for all stations.
pull ups did 14 instead of 15 (which is my record) but i glad i almost hit de record.
sit ups = 46 or 48.. i cant really remember.
shuttle run was 9.8secs
standing broad jump got 240cm
2.4km run = 11.38mins.. <<<< i very sad sia... very close to dropping to a pass timing.

so dis proved dat i have a weak heart n i cannot run.
it's been like dis since young.
coz de only time i reach 12mins for 2.4 was in sec 1 after 3 tries..
n dats it.. all de other test never even gt close to a 12 except at my current stage now.
so i guess dats my max?

was supposed to book out yesterday noon..
but i gt excused from it n booked out on fri night.
reason being i gt an interview cum vid shooting wif an organisation wif regards to my previous final year proj.
so went i gt home, it was ard 10.30pm..
showered n dinner till ard 11.30..
my lecturer picked me up, together wif my friend, n we headed to his house to fix up de craft.
worked till 3.30am..
reached home, decided not to sleep coz its gonna be time to haf de 1st meal before fasting.
after eat, slept for 1hr den off to prepare to go out for de shoot.
lectuer picked me up.. went over to pick up some batt from my friend.. den we picked another friend who is involve in de shooting as well..
reach sch yadayadayada...
ended ard 3.45pm..
tired sia.. coz they kept reshooting 3 to 4 times for every scene!
reached home, lay down on de floor & on de spot knocked out till time to break fast.

so basically, dats all for dis post..
stay tune for de next one (macam paham eh adi -.- )
adios!

2 weeks & 3 days till Passing Out Parade (POP)! yeah!!!

2009-08-16T10:21:00.001+08:00

gonna post a supper short entry today..
will update again dis coming sat or so..
reason being dat last week, i was so darn tired from outfield training..
as for dis week, i gotta finish up some essays that they asked us to write.
n de thing is, I'm still not even half way there! arrrgh!!
die die..

kk.. so sum it up, i'll update abt last week n dis week on de next sat.
n worst still, i'll be heading back to de jungle again tml for 3 more days for training!
wahhhhhhhhh...... mampos lar gini... banyak susah lar...

2009-08-02T00:23:00.005+08:00

today...
i initially planned to wake up at 9.30am coz i went to bed at 3am..
but instead, i woke up at 7am coz dad gave me a pat on my head before he left for work..
den i asked him for my bike key..
few mins after dat, i didnt feel like sleeping anymore..
so i woke up at 7.30am..
on de computer..
check on some stuff..
den de very lil sis came in n sat beside..
den went to kitchen to grab some oreo..
den go shower..
breakfast n watched Power Ranger @ OKTO.. (dis one is a MUST)

after dat, went to cook popcorns for tml's family feast (Kenduri)..
went out to meet friends at Chevrons to buy de items need for jungle training.
de one who organised it was late coz he overslept n reached 20mins late.
but i reached there way earlier coz i rode there.de stuff there is quite expensive sia..
but lucky got de credits to cut it down a bit..
today also went to buy a new canvas cover for my bike coz de previous one tore badly..
den at de bike workshop, it was damn chaotic.
too many people n de shop going to close soon..
den he gave me de wrong one..
haiz...

after dat, went to shop for more items for camp like biscuits...
after maghrib, continue on de popcorns again..
at de end, i cooked 3 big plastic bottles of it.. =)

tml will be damn sad..
all my cuzzin (mum side) will be having kenduri at my house & i'll be leaving home rite before they start.
no time to interact wif them =(
so while i'll be in camp, i noe dat they'll be having fun, gossiping, jokes etc..
haiz...
den not sure when booking out...
sad thing is, gonna miss out on sis birthday...
haiz...

so next mon till sat, it WILL BE de toughest week ever.
wonder if i can make it..
hmmm.. watever lar... gone case also gone case lar..
dun care already..
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

" Truthfully, de feeling sux.. but i'm trying my best to control it.. "

dats wat i told u last nite......
n i also acknowledged dat we're friends.....
Yes, we are juz friends eversince dat day we argued..
i still treated u as friends everytime we went out.. no questions asked.....

everytime i blanja when we went out, it's still i'm treating u as friend.....
i did dat becoz i learnt it from my mum....
" whenever u go out wif a girl, be a gentleman.. dun let her pay.. u pay for her..... "
dats wat she adviced me long time ago......
wat i'm trying to say here is, i'm trying to be a gentleman.....

when u told me dat u're dating a guy, it does hurt to noe.....
but i noe, i must be strong.....
i must not let our friendship go down de drain in juz seconds.....
trying my best to control emotions....
if u see a diff in how i behave, it is juz how i'm controlling myself.. nothing more....
hope u dun take it de wrong way....
coz eventhough we're friends, deep inside, there's dis part of me which still have feeelings for u.....

i'm not complaining nor am i angry.....
n neither am i trying to argue wif u nor try to bring down our friendship...
ini cuma adalah......
luahan hati...
it's juz hurt to know....
hope u dun take it de wrong way..

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2009-07-31T23:50:00.003+08:00

Today 2.4km run test was SUX!
was aiming for gold.. which is 9.44mins n below..
my timing for today was 11.31mins.
see how far n sucky it is??

den pull up also super sucky & demoralising..
12 onli??!
WHY?!

if i noe, i shouldnt have slack off when i was sick dis week..
bloody hell...
3 to 4 days bodoh!
should had juz drag dis body on tues sia..
dat day, i remembered i almost lay flat on de ground n not want to move..
buti moved becoz i played cheat during towards de end..
if i noe, i shouldn't cheat n juz do it properly n wat ever happen let it happen sia..

den morning run also ran half hearted.. JUZ becoz i was slightly sick.
dis is CRAP!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

wanted to pace 3.30mins per rounds.. total was 2.5 rounds..
but only managed to keep dat pace on de 1st lap..
2nd lap pacing was like SHIT!
seeing all my buddies running away further..
one even shouted, "where's Adi?!" from far..
den other people started overtaking..
one by one..
from de slower ones to de even slower ones..
i even lost to my own bed buddy, who cannot run properly..
worst still, i even LOST to someone who usually ran de slowest in my group during trainings.
F***!

i'm going to get dis straight to my F*****G mind...
when going to run, juz RUN!
when doing de hardcore stuff, JUZ DO IT PROPERLY N NO SHORT CUT OR CHEAT!
every night, got time or no time, make sure u run & I MEAN RUN & SPRINT 4 to 5 rounds!
whenever u see a pull-up bar, better pull AT LEAST 15!

so get my point?
next test is during fasting mth..
i'll make sure i run like i never run before.. i'll run till i die if i haf to.
i'll make sure i'll continue fasting n do training as per norm.

F***ed'tup!

should i still fight or should i juz let it go?

2009-07-25T23:48:00.002+08:00

rite now... i feel sick.
haiz...
it's been like dis since thurs evening..
my nose doesnt feel too gd.. so does my head.
but de thing is, my temp hasnt shot up eversince thrus till now..
wat in de world is wrong wif my body?!
ate medicine since thurs & still havent recover.
tynk if tml still de same, maybe it's time to report my condition.
sigh.......

i dun wanna miss training..
especially dis week.
coz dis week got IFC lessons to prepare for field camp (which is on de following week after dis)..
n to add on to dat, DIS WEEK GOT IPPT!!
i really really really really definitely dun wan to miss dat!
i wanna recover fully so i could take it n try getting a gold dis time round.
so dat means, my 2.4km run must meet de timing of 9.40mins or below.
tried out de pace for it..
n all i can say abt it is, CAN DIE SIA RUNNING AT DAT KIND OF PACE!
hahahax!
but even so, i'll still try my best =)
as for chin ups / pull ups, i'm 1 more pull up away from de goal dat i've set =D

yesterday n de day before, we did Standard Obstacle Course (SOC) wif de full gear..
which means we did it wif our helmets, load bearing vest (LBV) & rifle..
tak boleh angkat sia!
hahax.
very difficult da......
but still, managed to clear all de 11 obstacles..
den yesterday also, we did de SOC wif de run down but without rifle..
meaning, clear de 11 obstacles wif no stop..
juz like de real thing but only ran a few hundred metres back to end point instead of de 700m final run to end point.
de feeling sux sia... dunno how izit gonna be like if need to do it wif rifle..

today, i practically slept de whole day..
like literally slept de whole day..
juz now woke up at 10.30..
bathed n had breakfast..
ate medicine n went to check email n stuff by 12.30pm..
did my afternoon prayers at ard 1.45pm..
den i went to bed.. coz dad said i need more rest.
so i slept all de way till 6.45pm.
woke up n bathed n did my prayers..
had dinner at ard 7.30..
den went to sieng siong to buy mum's belated birthday present n also to restock my biscuits.
on de way home, i almost kena knock down by some IDOITIC driver who cannot even signal his intention n den anyhow went out from his lane into mine..
worst thing is, he was stationary n i'm sure he saw me coming.
i gave him a super loud n long horn n he still went out from his lane till i need to slow down really quickly till it affect de traffic behind me.
he was lucky i spared him..
coz me n my bro were in an extremely good position to do something funny to his car.
we could have sandwich him n play ard wif our high beam lights n horns on him...
but we decided not to..
so, consider himself lucky....

k lar.. wanna go rest n sleep..
tml booking in at 1825..
I'm halfway there!
6 more weeks to go!
JIA YOU!!

2009-07-18T14:25:00.002+08:00

sian sia...

tml booking in super damn early sia...

need to be at pasir ris by 1.55pm..

sux lar...

haiz...

anywayz, lets not get in de way of my sat..

need to enjoy n recover by today..

coz i lost my voice 2 days ago n i still havent get it back yet!

argh!

now, i will sound damn funny n super low tone.

crap!

even my bunkmates said, "tynk u shouldn't talk anymore.. let me do it for u"..

hahax

it's really dat bad..

but gt 2 occasions where i need to give footdrill command coz to back my buddy who is not feeling well..

n i did it wif my koyak voice..

wat to do... a buddy gotta cover for his buddy.. =)

so today, i drank honey + lime water in de morning..

den now can feel a bit of diff..

easier to talk now.. yay!

so abt dis week.....

it was a damn tiring week..

dunno y sia..

like dun haf de energy to do things properly.

den run also like no energy sia...

argh!! i hate dis feeling!

i wan my energy too!

dis morning, woke up early despite sleeping late last nite.

took de bike key from dad.. coz i tot he'll be going to werk..

sekali 2 hrs later, he came back saying he applied for leave -.-"

so anywayz, planning to take my bike for a spin later today..

den going to re-stock my biscuits to keep in my bunk to eat in case hungry..

hehe

7 more weeks left! JIA YOU!!

& I'VE ACCOMPLISHED 15 ALREADY!! WOOTS!!

2009-07-12T14:27:00.004+08:00

i brought something special back home from camp..
it's dis circular thing in de photo above.

it's called de IPPT Silver award badge!
it's something like an award u get when u achieve silver in ur napfa test..
so dis is de very 1st badge i received in army..
woohoo!
never would i thought dat i could run below 12 mins for 2.4km run..
but i did it on thurs.
alhamdulillah =)

i received it yesterday morning during parade..
they told me, 5 mins before parade started, dat i would be receiving de award later during de parade in front of de whole of my company..
was shocked n gabrah(kancheong) abit when march towards my Officer in Command (OC).
paiseh sia! coz i know de footdrill n stuff.. juz dat it slipped out of my mind coz kancheong..
haiz..
but nevertheless, i did it properly when i marched back to my platoon coz i realised de mistake.
so, total people who received dat award was 3 people out of 100++ of us.
2 from my platoon (including me) n 1 from another platoon.
i'm not intending to wear it until my Passing Out Parade, which is on 9/9/09.

gonna haf to book in tml late afternoon..
haiz...
but planning to go to west coast park tml morning to catch de morning sea breeze =)
i really miss dat place n also east coast park..

wanna share something abt dis week at camp..
it was a tough week but i managed to pull thru..
started Standard Obstacle course.. which was fun but damn tiring.
throughout de week, i sweat a lot.. which is ewww...
de feeling is not nice coz kinda haf no time to dry myself before de next activity.
i ate my biscuits too much..
de biscuit i brought in was intentionally for emergency n in times of need..
but seems like i cant resist de taste.. arghh..
worst thing of all is I MISS MY FAMILY N MY HOME!!
i'm not shy to say dat, i almost cried when i tynk abt my family.. twice!
dat was de 1st time i felt like..
de last time i felt like dat was loooooooooooooong time ago.. ard pri 5 i tynk..
haiz....
hopefully, dis week would be a better week.

last but not least, 8 more weeks till passing out parade! JIA YO!!

2009-07-05T14:54:00.004+08:00

I had one of the most beautiful & sweetest dream on friday night ;-)

going back to camp in a few hrs..
family gonna send me to pasir ris interchange this time round. yay!
physical training phase is going to end dis week.
after dat, it's bmt phase. finally!
9 weeks n 3 days left.. jia you!!

2009-06-29T20:57:00.003+08:00

i'm finally back after 2 weeks..
damn shagged sia.
but anywayz, 10 more weeks to go! woots!!
i'm praying everything will go smoothly.

gd news, i've passed my 1st ippt/napfa test during de categorisation test.
2.4km run timing?
12.17mins baby!! woohoooo!!
wat an improvement from 13.30mins!
thx to my 5km run every weekday for 1 mth before enlistment.
so rite now, i'm aiming for silver n after dat gold by de end of dis 10 weeks.
also aiming for 16 chin-ups/pull-ups (currently is 10 chin-ups) by de end of dis 10 weeks =)
not forgetting to aim for marksman too.. hehe =D

anywayz, it was a joy n relive to be back home last nite.
shared a cab wif my 3 others buddies for $26.40 coz all 4 of us stay nearby.
reached home at ard 7pm.
den all my family members are already standing behind de door to greet me when i opened it.
awww...
den after bath everything n while eating dinner, told them de stories of wat happened n stuff..
dad told me dat my youngest sis (Jannah) missed me sooooo much until she kept going to my cupboard to take my clothes out to smell it as if she can smell me..
hahahax! i'm sooo touched sia.

so booking in again tml night at 7.55pm..
haiz...
booking out again dis fri night IF n ONLY IF nothing goes wrong..

so a few words abt de past 2 weeks:
-i can see my body shape is getting better now especially de curves on de arm n de abs *hint! hint! hehe.. jk jk =P *
-stamina getting better
-i cant believe how far i left my other platoon mates during swimming categorisation test (even one of my platoon mate n an officer commented gt dis person swim so fast like swimming for olympic.. wahahaha!)
-i'm sooooooo FREAKING dark now!
-i partially lost my voice.. becoz of dat, i now talk wif a deep voice -.-"
-I LOST MY HAIR! =O

bye!

2009-06-14T16:06:00.002+08:00

Blogging for de last time now before enlistment tml..
so dis blog is gonna be a ghost town after tml for 2 to 3 weeks at least..

anywayz, today i pretty much spent time wif my youngest sis (Jannah)..
she awwed me dis morning.

dis is wat happened:
-i was on de comp in de morning when she was sleeping..
-den when she woke up, she went into my room n sat beside me..
-den moments after dat, she hugged me..
awwwww! i realli gonna miss her n of course everyone of my family members.
-den after dat, i went to eat breakfast wif her coz mum, aunt & bro were out.. n nisa (sis) was still sleeping.
-during breakfast, she kept talking n talking n talking n asking n asking n asking n also making funny faces after she gt de ans.. hahax
so cute of her.

so i guess i'm pretty much prepared.
fitness level has definetely increased.. at least it's better than before coz now i feel so darn fit!
lolz
items needed to book-in are all packed n standing-by.
had also mentally prepared myself for dis day & de mths to come.
had set my target & how i'm gonna achieve it.. (hopefully i could achieve it)
had planned out when is my POP n wat to do during 1st book-out.
had cleaned up my space in my room.
going to hand over my LG Secret (mobile phone) to nisa (sis) coz her phone is pretty much screwed.
going to hand over my bike to dad so he could take care of it while i'm gone.
already pampered my hair wif loads of conditioners for past few days (i'll definitely gonna rebond it after NS)

so yea.. dats abt it.
this is it.
a new chapter in my life.
hopefully i will change to be a better guy after dis 3 mths n after all of dis are over.

many people haf a negative mindset abt NS.
as for me, dis is my chance to be in de line of defence of dis island.
A soldier is obligated to serve & protect his or her country to best of his or her ability.
A soldier fights for his glory.
A soldier fights for his victory.
A leader brings his men & country to victory.

Recruit Adi Sutrisno Bin Jumali reporting for duty, sir! *salutes*

2009-06-11T16:05:00.004+08:00

3 DAYS LEFT!!

i still can't believe it's already dat near..
rite now, each day, i'm savouring every last moments of my civilian life.
eat at my own time, sleep when i feel like it, play with my lil sis, etc etc..
coz 3 days later, all i'll be hearing would be shouting, shouting, & more shouting!

anywayz..
dis week, i was like so called "grounded" by my dad coz he wants me to spend more time at home rather than going out..
which, come to think of it, is a gd thing actually =)
coz dis past few weeks i've been going out most of the time..
so this will be my last chance to spend time wif my family. =)
like i always say.... life must be balance =D

so wat i've been doing at home is juz basically dis routine:
-wake up at 5am (to train myself to get used to waking up at dat timing in camp)
-surf the net while waiting for prayers time
-shower
-perform my morning prayers
-breakfast
-go out for my 5km jog
-head for the gym for weights training
-go home & help mum wif house chores if there's any
-bath
-surf the net summore
-super heavy lunch
-watch tv which i'll eventually fall asleep due to de heavy meal
-wake up & surf net or go somewhere if need to
-perform prayers
-at night watch more tv
-den surf net again
-den sleep

so dats basically it.
hahax
niewayz, finally gt de photos from Liyana 2 days back.
photos were taken when we were out for 2 movies on 2 seperate days.
1st one is dat when we watched Night At The Museum 2..
where on de same night, she passed me my birthday present at starbucks [ the dog tag =) ]
2nd & 3rd was when we were on de train home after watchingTerminator Salvation

~ de only photo we took before the security guy chased us away.. lolz! ~

~it was a fri night.. lucky de crowd on de train was not dat bad~

Anywayz, some info abt her..
her name is Ros Liyana..
she uses de name "Liyana" on my tag board over there on de right side of my blog page >>>>
people usually call her Ros (which pronounce as de word Rose).
She's currently a 3rd year student in NYP.
LOVES outdoor activities especially RUGBY & kayaking or any other sea sports.
& she cannot resists nachos wif extra cheese.. hehe =P

it's gonna be almost a year since i've known her.
we 1st met during NCC day dinner at Orchid Country Club.
but on dat day, i never talked or approach her at all coz i had an impression dat she's fierce.. lolz!
den after few days, i asked a friend of mine for her name.
(& i really really juz asked for her name)
den dat friend of mine straight away go add me to their conversation at msn.. hahax
so from dat moment on, i gt her msn address & dats how we started our friendship =)

We had a lil prob few mths after we became friends..
of which, i WONT tell wat de problem was.
it's our secret.. okay, it's mine at least..
lalalalalalalalalalala~~
hahax
but i'm glad dat i was given a 2nd chance =)

wat i can say abt her, after many mths knowing her, is dat she's great to be ard wif! =)

really know her stuff.

will become very manja to lil kids or babies..

especially to her baby niece, Zea Oraida (i hope i got de spelling rite).

she's very on de ball (which is a gd thing).

not afraid to express herself =)

so why am i telling all this?
coz i wanna say dat.... i had never regret every moment of knowing her! =)
hehe
she made me understand or realise quite a number of things in life..
& i realli appreciate dat.
like how i always get paranoid n stuff.. hahax

okay, seems like de theme of dis post is abt Liyana..
i got carried away i guess..
hehe
anywayz, tml will be another day to enjoy another civilian life =)
wonder wats gonna happen tml.
hmmmmm.....................................................

2009-06-09T12:04:00.006+08:00

helloz great people of the blogging world! <<( macam paham -.-" )
hahax!
time passes by soo quickly sia..
didnt managed to do de list of stuff dat i intended to do. haiz..
my days on de main land are numbered.
oh no!! arrrr!! wahhhh!! OMG!!
* krik krik krik krik~~*
...............................................................................................................................................................
lolz!
ok lame... i noe..
& liyana, i noe u'll probably be doing de "hand turtle" action at me rite now for dis lameness.
hahax!

okay, back to abt life..
had a lot of free time eversince i left my job to train on my fitness.
n i did tau! =)
Mainly jogging...
Total distance i cover is 5km!!
n it's non-stop.
serious serious..
at 1st i covered half of it wif difficulty..
den walked home..
but after a few days of jogging dat route, i managed to jog de whole route NON-STOP.
HURRAY!!
but still wif a bit of difficulty..
it's all in de mind..
kept on saying in my head, "U're a soldier now! run!! u not even half way there seh!"
hehe
de image below is my jogging route..
starting point is from my home, den using bus ni 945 route, go towards my sec sch (swiss cottage)..
after dat, it's all de way home via Little Guilin.
n it's really really 5 km!
i verified it wif my bike.. i took my bike for a spin to track my running route.
n de meter calculated 5km. =)
den after joggin, it's de gym! =)

(Click to enlarge)

So, besides physical training, i realised dat i've been watching a lot of movies at de cinema dis mth. lolz!

Star Trek (wif collegues),
Angels & Demons (wif collegues),
Night At The Museum 2 (wif Liyana),
Monster VS Aliens 3d! (treated my 3 siblings n of course myself),
Terminator Salvation (wif liyana).
de above are in chronological order..

My opinion on de movie:
-Star Trek = cool & a lil bit of comedy (didnt expect it to be dat funny.. power!)
-Angels & Demons = cool mystery solving but too bad i dun understand -.-
-Night At The Museum 2 = refreshing jokes n its damn hillarious!
-Monsters VS Aliens = POWER! laugh until u cry. best character goes to BOB for his stupid jokes!! (eg: "she??? it's a boy! look at it's boobies..)
-Terminator Salvation = cool!! i like de terminator-integrated-bike. n Arnold's look-a-like is in it too playing de bad guy at de last part!

so now, i'm left wif exactly 5 days..
prepared my stuff already..
packed it already too..
juz need to get a new phone..
maybe going Bukit Gombak to get it..
haiz... well, a man gotta do wat a man gotta do. =)
it's better to get dis thing over n done wif as soon as possible.
after dat, no more worry.. =)
juz pray dat i'll survive, nothing happens during dis period, i dun break any bones or any part of my body & get to transfer to police (after basic training) to be a police inspector =)
coz i still wanna be combat fit after basic training n after de 2 years.

I'LL BE A SOLDIER IN 5 DAYS TIME (for real this time)

2009-05-29T23:08:00.006+08:00

I noe dis post is SUPER LONG overdue..
apologise abt dat..

Wednesday, 27/5/09

It's graduation day!!
woohoooo!
finally i got my cert.
hehe
kk basically, it was great.
had fun wif family n friends..

went to sch early to meet up my friends for lunch.
dad & mom came a bit later.
den after lunch, met up wif de others who came later outside de convention centre.
did some catching up n stuff..
realli miss the gang..
after dat, meet up mom & dad..
i let them to go in 1st so they could get gd seats..
meanwhile.... me n de others were still hanging ard outside de convention centre.. hahax
after a few mins of chit chat, we wore our grad robes n went in.
all like wizards from harry potter movie sia! lolz

den i go find my seat..
was shock to find out dat i'll be de 5th person going up stage.
soo early sia!
den while waiting, gt dis gerl (pls remember coz i'll mention abt her again later in dis post) seating behind, kept on tapping on de seat beside me..
kinda irritating..
actually, dat gerl is one of de HOTTEST girl in Aeronautical Engineering (de course i'm taking).
but sadly, she's in de other half of the cohort/stage (de course us saperated in stage A n stage B).
so i didnt gt to noe her dat much.. only hi bye kinda thing (which is a gd thing n i'll explain why later).
oh! she's a maly btw..

kk! back to graduation.. haha!
when time to receive de cert on stage, de row qued up n got ready.
den i passed them my admission card so they will scan de barcode for my name to be announce..
den when my turn, lucky de computer program read out my name correcty!
hahax
received de scroll box.. den went down to collect de real cert.. den went back to seat.
after ceremony finished, went outside for tea reception.

i went to find my family.. they're already eating -.-" hahahahax!
so, when i went to salam/greet my parents, my mum pointed out to me dat de uncle behind me is her cuzzin (so he's my uncle.. like duh. lolz!)
so! when i turned behind to salam him......................................................................
JENG JENG JENG!!!
i saw de gerl dat i mentioned earlier (de one of de hottest gerl in my course) wif him!
i was like, OMG!! wat??! in de heart.
hahax!
n she was shocked too! lolz
can see it on her face.. hahax
**see, i told it was a gd thing i didnt got close wif her during de 3 years there.. haha**
who would have thought dat one of de hottest gerl in my course is actually my sepupu/2nd degree cuzzin.

niewayz.. eat a bit.. den took loads of photos...
but sadly, i didnt managed to take a photo wif her coz i couldnt find her after i came back from taking photos..
after everything is over, me n family went to eat dinner!
chicken cheese rice... mmmmmmm! =P

~de DIPLOMA~

~de family (sadly bro couldnt came) ~

~ Graduate lo! ~

~Dad & Mum~

~De gang ~

~de gang! (Gary, y u left early?)

2009-05-22T23:39:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, went to watch Night At The Museum 2 wif Ros Liyana at The Cathay! =)
We're supposed to meet at 4.30 or 5..
but i reached there early.. ard 4 like dat coz wanna see the admin to do my clearance (i no longer working there).
after dat, slacked ard near the area where i used to work (it's called Cinesnax/Concession).
chat wif my colleges..
den i remembered something.. I HAVENT BOOK DE TIX!
lol!
so i go get de tix..
we watched at The Grand Cathay theater where de pix & sound quality is juz superb as it could be!
den ard 4.45pm, started walking to Douby Ghaut station to pick her up.
she was late -.-"
movie start at 5pm.
reached de theather ard 5.15pm.. but nvm..
coz de 1st part of de movie is not so fun.. hahax
n i'm not gonna spill anything abt de movie here..
go catch it!
u'll laugh ur pants off!
hahahaha!

after movie, we go walk ard de 2 shopping centres beside The Cathay.
worst part is, i never knew there are shppoing centres there!
coz they were blocked by this big construction site. -.-"
den we chill at starbucks for some drinks.
soon after, she passed me a small shiny red package.
it's my birthday present! woohoo! =)
it's a dog tag! cool! cool!
as wat she said, ur 1st dog tag n it's not from de army.. thank godness =)
it has my name on it on 1 side n "Fly High" on de opposite side. cool!
i love it!
Ros, i'll wear it everyday. =)
we started heading home at ard 8pm..

~ The Dog Tag =) ~

~ ADI SUTRISNO ~

~FLY HIGH. cool! =) ~

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Today, was exhausting.

Went out to jog ard part of bukit batok n almost de whole of Bukit gombak.

after dat, went to gym straight.

carry on wif weights.

hu!ha!hu!ha!

went home n rest..

after fri prayers, went to jurong point to buy my formal shirt for grad =)

n i found it. like finally!

went there wif Gary! =)

long time never meet up wif him sia..

den after dat, went to ex-sch (SP) for gym..

i noe wat u all will say.. hahax

den join up wif another friend n did some work out.

8pm we went home.. hungry! hahax

oh btw, it was Gary's 1st time riding on a motorcycle experience.

lolz

to make matter worst, it was a heavy traffic jam at AYE.

it was hell it tell u!

rite Gary?

hahahaahahahahax!

2009-05-17T23:39:00.002+08:00

No more work..
time to rest, settle all de unfinished business, train & most importantly ENJOY! =)
1 more mth to go.. haiz...

anywayz, today did a performance at Hwa Chong inst again wif de guys.
but sadly i didnt manage to fly.
coz dat bloody motor mount of mine flew out (together wif de motor) during take off..
idiot..
I did a full power test on my motor n motor mount de night before but nothing happened..
sux lar!
so gonna need to get a new one tml so i can straight away continue flying.

Tml will be de start of my training regime..
weights, runs, swimming & obstacle course.
rite now, i'm also doing my timetable for de training regime.
hahax
nitez!

2009-05-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

Yo!

today off day! woohooo!

actually i asked for today to be off... lol!

i wanna rest lar.. tired sia..

been working from tues till yesterday straight sia....

i taking 2 days off.. today n sat =)

n i'm still undecided on which path i should take..

it's getting irritating sia.. grr!

2009-04-26T21:30:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to me! =)

Actually, i'm too tired to post.. hahax

yesterday kena work for 13hrs sia.. wif 2 half hour breaks.

so i werk from 12pm to 1am -.-

dats my record so far...

n lucky de guys didnt realise it's my birthday once de clock struck 12 midnight.

hahax

phew~

den ar, for de entire 13hrs of work, gt AT LEAST 8 people whom i served at my counter will ask if i'm from indonesia or am i indon..

wahahax! cool ker per? =)

den dis morning woke up early for class den follwed by de performance at hwa chong institution.

so i'm still suffering from de side effect of de 13hrs work..

den when i came home, when i went to de kitchen to get a drink, i found a birthday cake wif my name written on it ar!

n it also has everyone of my family members name on it too! hahax!

cool!! =)

so, wat i did today was juz spent de day by myself mostly n wif my NEW aeroplane =)
coz parents need to go to m'sia to attend a wedding.
so left me, bro, n shasha(my sec 4 sis)..
performance was alryte.
i DID NOT CRASH! woohoo! =)
basically, i did nothin today.. hahax
so since parents not ard to celebrate early, so i decided to celebrate birthday by myself 1st.
celebrate it by flying for de performance n watch other people fly their aeroplanes. =)
at nite, when parent arrived home, den we started de celebration by having a small feast n presents =)
i feel blessed dis year coz there are so many birthday wishes.
thank you very much! =)
n a very special thank you to nurul n miza (bro's gf) who practically waited for 12am to send me their birthday wish =)
i tynk at dat time, i juz finished cleaning de nacho cheese's pot. hahax

anywayz, on fri, it was my 1st time eating at de cafe inside de jurong east library..
n i was warned dat de serving is a lot, but i didnt believe..
so i ordered de set which comes wif "almost" a bit of everything dat is on de menu which cost $8.20..
when i received it, i was like.. wah! so much sia! hahax!

oh, i've kinda received an early birthday gift from an organisation.. hehe
i'll let de last pix tell de story..
but de thing is, i seriously dunno if i should accept it.
coz when i applied, i seriously think i wasn't going to get it n i juz wanted to test de market...
n also to juz apply for fun to see my luck..
u see, i got plans to go for de other path.. which is to get my aircraft engineer lisence 1st..
now, it left me undecided n speechless.

on fri also, i finally bought de new aeroplane which i used in today's performance! wheeee~
i bought myself an early birthday present.. hahax!

so here are de pix.. enjoy! =)

~de meal dat cost $8.20 n i ended up wif a full tummy~

~seafood pasta which cost $7.90~

~de birthday cake which i found in de kitchen after werk~

~my new aeroplane!~

~Fresh from de box~

~i completed assembling it in 4hrs.. hehe~

~ de early birthday present from an organisation which i mentioned above =) ~

2009-04-18T21:51:00.008+08:00

Check out de above vid..
nopez, it's not de vid dat i was in..
de above is a music vid.
i heard dis song over de radio juz now on de way home from today's event.
at 1st, i found de lyrics to be sweet n romantic..
but after i searched n watch it's vid, my heart sank coz it's REALLY REALLY touching!
oh mann... lucky never cry while watching de vid.
hahax
anywayz, i'll do dis for de one i love =)

so abt today..
had de carnival at youth park.
it was great!
but de heat... wah!!
every now n then we go grab a can of coke till we cannot drink anymore eventhough we're thirsty..
hahax
well, didnt fly today coz de space is super duper small.
but de people there had fun!
they gt dis amazing race kinda race n also a competition where u need to go ard de carnival n complete things..
den for me, i was juz at my booth doing nothing.
hahax
not many are interested in de booth.. well, cant blame them..
it was last min solution to substitute de flying part..
n! why is there an aeromodelling booth in de middle of yog carnival?
ahax!
at de carnival, there were different booths showcasing stuff from other countries..
some were from america int sch, switzerland, india, korea,mongolia, brazil n somemore.
I was a bit sleepy towards de end of it..

next event, air show at hwa chong institution!
flying wif de air knights! woohoo!
wats more, it'll be a special day too =)
n oh! i wanna go out dis coming fri..
pls pls pls....
i juz wanna spend a day out n celebrate =)

pics from de event will be posted soon..
now a bit tired coz tml working at 2pm n morning gt class..
updating again soon baybeh! hahax!

2009-04-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

Today marks de 1st day ever for me doing a professional video shoot! =)
but i wasnt de one who shoot de the scenes..
in fact, i'm IN de scene! hehe =P
n i heard de vid is gonna telecast all over de world.. woohoo!!
i'll be famous sia! hahahahahahahax!!
n so does my friend. hehe
they also did dis shot where we're supposed to say our names n abt de event dat we're flying for..
n dis is was my script: "Hi! I'm Adi Sutrisno Bin Jumali & i'm in support of C****e A****n N*W, S'pore 2010!" *smiled for de camera*

i noe... LOLZ!
hahax
well.... i juz can't wait to see de end product.
n it will be on some webpage or something..
i'll embed it here when it's ready. hehe

so anywayz, change of plans for dis sat.
since de space is bloody small to even lift off n fly, de organiser decided to set up a booth n told us to display our aeroplane n helicopters..
a bit lame if u ask me...
coz de carnival will be like got games, food etc.. n den suddenly gt dis 2 guys displaying aeroplanes.. hahax
but i'll surely be there lar..
it's not like everyday u got a chance to do dis kinda event =)
n i'm proud to be supporting next year's big event, which is de yog =D

n rite now, i'm soooooooo tempted to join a competition for radio controlled aircrafts..
hmm... should i or should i not...
F3A or Pylon racing? hmmmm....

FYI, F3A is a competition for pattern flying..
u'll be given a set of maneuvers/stunts to do..
n u'll have to do it according to de sequence n also do it precisely..
senget/slanted a bit kena minus mark..
dat kinda thing.
they'll mark u for precision n how well u execute de stunts..
come to tynk of it.. i dun tynk i'm ready for dis..YET.
hahax!

for pylon racing, there'll be 2 poles positioned directly across each other.
distance between each pole is 25m.
n wat u need to do is to fly to de 1st pole den to de 2nd pole n continue de circuit.. like racing car..
n u need to finish 10 laps as fast as possible..
hmmmm... dis one MAYBE gt chance.. hehe
should i? hmmmmm....
better decide soon coz de competition is in june n i tynk closing date is almost near.. hahax
wat do u tynk?

2009-04-15T12:35:00.002+08:00

yo people! =)
will be working at nite today..
haiz..
i dun like de night shift ar..
later gt soo many customers..
n to top things up, later if i late to go out from work, confirm got no bus or train home.. haiyo..
sooo now, i better keep my spirits up high!
so i wont feel moody or restless later at work.
like dat, time will pass by faster!
hahax! =D

Anywayz, i gt some dissapointing news seh..
my performance for dis sat is now under pending!!
oh noo!!
coz yesterday, they did a trial/rehersal.
n i wasnt there coz i was having de gas turbine engine exams.
den my friend evaluated de place n tried out n verdict was, de place is too cramp.
coz after they add de tentages n all, de space really2 shrink sia.
plus! de tress! ohh man!!
de trees are like roof of a house sia!
hahax.
soooo now, i'm juz waiting for the committee's decision.
tml will flying at TPoly to shoot de promotional video for de carnival.
yeap yeap!
actually, for de performance, me n my friend are supposed to fly for de opening ceremony for de carnival.
but since de space is tooo small, they decided to shoot de vid 1st..
n my airplane will haf a banner attached to it. =)
cool huh!

n i got another air show performance on my birthday itself!
wheeeee!!
early birthday present.. hehe
it's on de 26th apr.
so i better get my new baby by dis week so i could use it for de air show.
de show will be at Hwa Chong institution.
n i'll be flying under my Air Knights team! yay!!
it's been an extremely long time since i've flown wif them.
sooooooooooooooo i better not crash coz there'll be many2 pro on dat day.
n also some people from some company which is doing business for dis hobby..
maner lar tau leh dpt sponsor ker..? hehe ;-)

2009-04-12T22:31:00.002+08:00

yo people!
wazzz upzz!

kk time for an update..
been a while since de last entry.
been sooooooo tired to log in to update.
hahax
work work work...
haiz..
n rite now, my daily line would be "hi! gd morning/afternoon/evening!"
den after dat, "sweet or salted for ur popcorn? ur choice of drink? coke, sprite or grape?"
etc etc etc..
lolz.

so, wats been happening...?
last 2 days (gd fri), i 1st time in my entire life was given a chance to run a cashier counter.
they said i was ready to do it juz dat i need more confidence n a lil bit of practice.
sooooo, at dat time, they didnt give me my own account or counter.
i used a counter under one of de manager's account.
n yea! i worked on a public holiday sia!
wah.. sad sad..
but at least it's double pay =)
so, back to story, it's my 1st time handling de counter without any supervision by anyone.
a lil slow at 1st, but slowly i learnt my own tactic on how to be a lil faster in getting de food n de money.
hehe.

den yesterday, they gave me my own account n counter.
gt my card for scanning at de counter n etc etc..
den some of them who saw me like twice since i started, were a lil surprised dat i already gt my own counter.
they were like, "ey? u gt ur own counter already ar?"
hahax
but seriously, i prefer doing de background job like popping de popcorns, preparing nachos, dispense drinks from dispenser etc etc..
easier sia...
den last 2 days, when i used my manager's acc for de counter, i tynk they did an evaluation on me.
coz i sort of saw some grades on some papers which i signed..
hmmm......

oh! yesterday was like de worst day of work!
morning already got lots of bad things happened at home like shoe cracked, things didnt go well when i test flew my airplane in de morning.
den i rushed to work, thinking i was going to be late..
den when i reach there, i was like 30 mins early..
den when i started to run de counter, there's this old guy who like pissed me off sia..
he order 1 bottle drink.. den when he wanna pay up, he like threw de money on de counter top.
i was like, "FREAKING RUDE IDIOT!" in my heart.
felt like punching his face sia...
den i forgot to reprint receipts for 5 vouchers coz i tot they said juz keep de voucher n no need receipt.. n it cost a total of 5 bucks!
n de worst part is, at de end of work when time to count de sales n stuff, i was short of 10 bucks!
i was like, "WAT DE FREAK??!! Y so much??!!"
arghh!
den i worked for 10hrs yesterday!! arghh..
den my friend kept calling me coz he wan to borrow de notes for tue's exam.
den i kept delaying it coz i was super busy wif work.
den in de end, he juz took photos of de notes n read n home coz he wanna send his gf back to mrt station since it's late n not sure if plaza sing got photocopy service or not..
i was like, "argh!!"
den when i got home, i pancit sia!
haiz..

today off..
so tml work again..
n my lat chance to study..
shit!
they better not touch me on tues.. if they do, i'll juz shut my phone off for de day.
thurs n fri gt rehersals for de coming sat's performance at youth park.
PLS COME DOWN TO YOUTH PARK ON SAT (18/4/09) PEOPLE! =)
k lar.. time to sleep.. soo sleepy.....
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-04-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

today was 1st day at work!
found out dat i kena posted to Food n Beverages dept..
sianz.. was hoping to get ushers..
haiyah..
but nvm lar..
at least gt job rather than rot at home..
hahax
den today, kena bombarded wif LOADS of info sia.
well, wat to do...?
1st day mah..
but seriously, there's TOOO much info for today! hahax
dis lar dat lar..
den de combo set lar, de drinks lar, de al carte lar..
fuhhh! wow!
n de best thing is, I HARDLY GO TO MOVIE THEATHERS TO BUY FOOD THERE.
den den den, i dun even noe wats de diff between cuppucino n mocha..
to me, all are coffee.
hahax!
den den den, dis is my 1st ever job in de service sector!
it's like all de jobs i've done previously is like those manufacturing or hard labour type..
soooooo today is really2 wierd n a 1st time for me.
VERY not used to deal wif customers/people.
n also VERY kekok/"felt out of place"
hahax!
wat to do, 1st time serving customer mah...
den it's also my 1st time doing F&B type of job including cashier..
n i gotta say i hate handling cash!
i tot those days of cash handling is over coz last time i werk as a Cahs Procesing oficer..
sekali now kena counter n food...
if kena usher no need to handle cash.. haiyahh...
but okay lar.. job is kinda fun coz of de people i werk wif basically.
oh yar! today, my 1st day of werk, i can OFFICIALLY make POPCORN!!
hahahahahax!!
& i made it 3 times today.. hehe
n i find de popcorn making machine cool ar!
lolz!
kk tml is going to be 2nd day for werk..
n i kena assigned to open de shop.. so i gotta be there earlier than de rest to set up n stuff...
sort of like prepare for them.

so juz now after werk, i head down to bugis BY FOOT.
hahax
coz i received an sms from cuzzin Nurul dat she's at bugis for David Archuleta's autograph session.
soooooo..... since i was in town area also, i decided to drop by.
den after reach there, walk2 for a while...
den bumbed into cuzzin Yanti n Daniel (her bf)... hahax!
caught me by surprised actually..
den when de star came out, BISING SIA!!/NOISY SIA!!
my ears like going to burst seh..
hahax
den ar, i seriously DUN understand teenage sch girls..
like seriously!
dun worry Nurul, not refering to u coz i didnt see how u were reacting through out de show..lolz!
so anywayz, back to story...
i dun understand them sia..
they were like "ARRRR!!!" den jump2 like crazy woman den after dat they like kena asthma attack.. den"ARRRR" again den suddenly cry... den after cry, they were like shivering n blabering nonsense to thier friends..
blabering like, "OMG!! i gotta touch his hair! OMG! he's soo cute!"
n de list goes on n on n on n on n on n on............................................................................................
den some were like, as a big grp, dunno from where appear behind people n shout, "ARR!!! DAVID!!!!!!"
i was like WTF?!
crazy ar?!
common lar... last time like few years ago when i got to meet Hi5, my idol, i was not until to dat extend sia!
summore i met them at backstage n FACE TO FACE leh.....
even Kathleen remembered me when i visited them at backstage for de 2nd time de next day..
she even said, "hey! it's u! *smile* oh, i've passed ard de letter to de others.. dun worry =)"
den she signed autograph for me AGAIN for de 2nd time but dis time she gt put down a personal msg on it for me.. hehe =D
n i didnt reacted like those girls juz now sia..
ahahahahax!
haiyo...... dis days ar...
dunno wat to say already..
hahax!
oh wellz... wat to do?
hehez.

k lar.. wanna go sleep..
nitey nitez..........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-04-06T22:40:00.002+08:00

yeao!
hahax
dis morning my friend called me n told me dat i gt de job at de movie theater =)
soooo tml will be my 1st day for work.
juz bought a plain black polo t an hr ago coz aparrently i dun haf 1.
hehe
n tml morning after gym, gonna get a haircut.
coz it's seriously very difficult to style now for both short hairstyle n medium length hairstyle.
so we'll see how it will turn out tml..

n oh! i wanna make an announcement....
people people out there, pls make urself free on de 18th of apr.
make ur way down to orchard youth park.. ard dat area there..
coz there will be a carnival!
i'll be involved in it's opening ceremony, probably on stage..
see how ar.. havent go for rehersals yet..
should be next week.
wat i'll be doing? come down n see lar.. hahax!
event name? it's called "CAN!"
it's a carnival dat is in support of de upcoming youth olimpik =)
u can show ur support for de upcoming historical event by visiting de carnival..
n there should be fun GAMES!
so yeap =)
hope to see u guys there! =)

2009-04-02T15:35:00.002+08:00

Today was de 1st meeting between us n de organising committee..
early2 in de morning went to Temasek Poly wif my friend.
reached there a bit too early.. hehe
so we had breakfast.
de maggie goreng is not bad sia!
den met wif de people in charge..
talk2 a bit.. briefing a bit..
den we did some demonstration.
They seemed impressed.. i tynk.. hahax!
oh wells..
after demonstration finished, chit chat abit...
den we confirmed de dates to meet up again, which is sometime next week or next 2 weeks!

so i guessed it's already confirmed then..
we're in!
woohoo!!
now i got like less than 2 more weeks to prepare myself..
n on top of dat, i need to prepare for dat exam! oh oh! =O
ok ok! now i go study... chiaoz! =)

2009-04-01T13:00:00.007+08:00

I'm sooooooo smiling like hell now!

& excited!

18th Apr 2009 is another day which i simply can't wait to arrive.

i'm not gonna spill it out now until everything is set n confirm.

i tynk if u can see my soul, it's practically dancing ard for joy rite now.. hahax!

yay!!

okay, so i've juz started studying for Aircraft Maintenace Engineer License exam.

i got a lot of catching up to do.. I NOE! hahax

but i can do it =)

so today, i'm gonna post something which i never post abt before in my entire life..

The photo above shows a typical Boeing 747.
The exam dat i'm taking in 2 weeks time is about aircraft engine, which u can see fromthe photo above.
The engines dat u see above is wat u see from outside n infact, it's not de engine itself.
Wat u see here is juz de outer casing of de engine.
The real stuff is underneath dat casing.
This type of engine is called Turbo Fan engine, which is a modified form of the normal jet engine.
so next, i'm gonna explain a bit or 2 abt a normal jet engine.

okay, this is a typical inside view of a normal jet engine.
It is also known as a Turbojet Engine.
This is the basic form of a jet engine.
How it works?
Simple...
Juz imagine air goes into de front part of the engine... den inside, de air is being mixed wif fuel n burn.. den the burnt air will escape to de back of the engine..
the burnt air will come out wif an accelerated speed.
so, if u gt study physics.. According to Newton's 3rd law of motion, "For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction"..
since air is being accelerated at the back of de engine, forward motion is achived.
In aviation, we call this forward energy by de name of "Thrust".

Next, we move on to de parts of the jet engine.
Basically, the engine is made up of 3 main parts.
They are Compressor, Combustion Chamber, Turbine.

This the Compressor section of the engine.
The Compressor is 1st component of the engine core.
It's main purpose is to compress the air from the atmostphere.
The air is being compressed to achive a high air pressure before it is being fed into the Combustion Chamber.
Y do we need to compress of require high air pressure?
Dis is becoz high pressure will haf more mass of air is available to do work.
also, it is to supply air into the engine for combustion.. air+fuel+fire=BURN!
hahax!

The compressor is made of many many fans wif many many blades, arranged directly behind each other.
As we go deeper into de engine, towards the combustion chamber, the compressor fan is smaller n smaller.
This is to compress the air.

Moving on to the Combustion Chamber, the 2nd component of the engine.
Okay, not everything in de picture is de combustion chamber..
it is only de cylinder shaped wif de fire.. hehe
so, combustion chamber is where the air n fuel is being mixed n burnt.
Fuel is being injected as air enters the combustion chamber.
During engine start-up, when de pilot is going to start de engine, sparks will be introduced into de combustion chamber as well..
this is to create de initial combustion or when the air fuel mixture will begin to burn.
after the engine has attain sufficient rotational speed, the sparks will not be used as the combustion chamber will haf continous combustion.

Many people have de impression that the combustion chambe is the hottest section in the entire engine.
But sadly, dis is not true..
The combustion chamber is indeed the location where burning takes place but it is not de hottest region.
Infact, it is the 1st turbine blade (which directly after the combustion chamber) dat is de hottest region.

The Turbine section u see here is actually de 3 lines on de left of this picture.
after dat is the exhaust section.
Turbine is de last section of de engine.
It is made up of many2 fans wif many blades.
but as u go deeper into de turbine, de blades gets bigger n not smaller.
Air exiting de combustion chamber will haf to go through the turbine.
The accelerated air, caused by combustion, spins/drive the turbine fans.
This turbine fans are connected to the compressor fans via a shaft.
n it is also connected to a generator to generate electricity via a Constant Speed Drive (CSD)
as a result, a complete cycle is being created.
Compressor>>Combustion Chamber>>Turbine>>Compressor

so after the turbine, it's de exhaust section.
It does play apart to create Thrust.
The exhaust nozzle shape is important in determining the efficiency of the thrust produced.
Basically, for sub-sonic (aircraft travelling below speed of sound) requires a convergent duct type of exhaust nozzel (cross-sectional area becomes smaller n smaller like a cone)
For supersonic (aircraft travelling above the speed of sound), requires a divergent duct type of exhaust nozzle, which is de opposite of convergetn duct (cross-sectional area becomes bigger n bigger).
Reasons for dis is becoz of the compressibility of air.
So dis is de end for de typical jet engine part.

Next is de type of engine used in normal commercial aircraft, the Turbo Fan engine.
To put it in simple terms, it is basically a normal jet engine fitted wif a super humongous fan at de front.
For normal jet engine/turbo jet, thrust or forward energy is 100% created by the air accelerated at de exhaust.
But for Turbo Fan engine, Thrust is ard 70% created by the big fan at de front.
de other 30% is from the exhaust.
De big2 fan at de front is something like a super huge compressor fan drived by the turbine.
It accelerates majority of the air around the engine core (which is de normal jet engine) while de rest is being fed into de engine core itself so dat de entire engine can run.
This ratio is called a Bypass ratio.
There 2 types, Low Bypass ratio engine n High Bypass ratio engine.
both serves different purposes n has its own advantages n disadvantages.
But both types will, n i REALLY MEAN WILL, pack a huge punch if u stand behind de engine while it is running..
coz 1stly, u'll be fried into charcoal.
2ndly, u'll be blown far far away.. at least a few hundred meters.. hahax!

k lar.. dats it for now.. dis is only de basics.
not yet de chim2 stuff..
now can see how much an aircraft enthusiast i can be.. hahax! =)

2009-03-29T19:37:00.004+08:00

I shall blog abt yesterday a lil later in dis entry..
so today, had majlis haflah/ prize presentation at my religous class dis morning.
came down to helped out n stuff..
n my class need to lead de opening ceremony.
den me n de guys we help2 ard like arranging extra chairs for de parents, giving out breakfast to de students n guests, laying down more mats for people to sit down n stuff..
after de opening ceremony ended.. we de guys n de gals from my class sat ard de front area to support de mcee coz she's our classmate too.
den dis friend of mine kept disturbing our gals..
hahax! wat sia
from before de start of ceremony till de end of it.
den when makan time comes, we help to passing passing de food n stuff.
but actually rite, de guys actually promised to take photo wif de gals n our teacher as a class..
but when de makan time came, we were sort of in a sticky situation coz de staff "pulled" us to join de feast.
den we didnt got de chance to tell de gals, so we continue to eat.
lols!
sorrie2...
den one of them kept looking for us, coz my friend saw dat she was standing at one corner n looking ard.
den he asked us to not look at her n quickly finish up. hahax
sorrie2.. we were in de middle of finishing de food.
den when we were done, we went to look for de gals n found out dat they were eating too..
sooo okay lah. gd2..
den when they are done, we conquered de stage!
hahax!
of course when there were lesser people ard.
den take2 photos..
den de gals went home.
de guys stayed coz we promised to help keep de mats n stuff.
so yadayadayada..
finished everything, we head home.

den i decided to wash my bike!
like FINALLY!
hahax!
n i spent like 4hrs washing it.-.-
not becoz de bike is super dirty..
but it's becoz i started on a new project for my bike.
I'm gonna revamp my engines!
woohoo!
gonna tune it a bit, clean de exterior to make it look brand new n as shiny as my bro's bike.
hehe
so today was phase 1 coz i ran out of time n material to complete de whole thing.
sooooo gonna need to do a phase 2 for de revamp project.
juz now spent like 2 n half hours doing de engines n de rest on de normal washing routine..
fingers now hurts like mad.
hahax!
n now, it's starting to shine!! yeah!
can almost see my reflection sia.. almost only.
lolz.

kk, now abt yesterday..
de kids in de house, including me, did de earth hour thingy.
hahax!
see nurul, i kept my promise of joining de earth hour ;-)
hehe
while parents went to de mosque for some event.
so we started switching off de lights at ard 8.20pm like dat..
den we juz watched tv n go scare our most lil sis.
hehe
we off all sources of light till it's pitch black n shine tourch light on our faces.
lolz!
den when de rest of them moved into de bedroom coz wanna play comp, i went to watch The Unit by myself.
after dat, went to sleep.
N we didnt switch on de lights all de way until our parents reach home.
they came into de house n it's pitch black.
hahax!
anywayz, here are some photos from yesterday's Earth Hour Special. lolz!

~ rahhh! dis momok dino ~

~ dis is momok ayul ~

2009-03-26T18:11:00.003+08:00

Date: 14 Apr 2009

Start: 1430hr

End: 1625hr

Venue: CAAS Multi-Purpose Hall

Subject: M15 Gas Turbine Engine

WOOHOOOO!!
they FINALLY sent out de dates for de Aircraft Maintenece Engineer License exams.
fyi, CAAS stands for Civil Aviation Authority of Singapore =)
so now i'm left wif..... hmmm...
barely 2 weeks left to study??!!!
OH NO!!
die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die die.............
better start digging out those text books n notes!
n get help from friends from T.Poly.
coz seems like my sch left us to die for dat exam paper.. unlike some other sch.
haiyo..

tml is Napfa..
it's in de morning.
n it's my 2nd attempt.
so far so gd..
no sickness felt uptill now.. unlike de 1st test.
3 days before de 1st test kena fever + cough + sore throat + flu + migraine.
imagine dat combo sia..
den took de test when still not fully recovered..
but now, seems like everything is going as planned =)
soooooo... hope for de best =)
hopefully de 2 cans of Redbull (Gold) will do it's magic!
hahax!

2009-03-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

Today, i only got 1 word to describe abt de day...
SLEEP!!

OMGoodness!
I practically slept de whole day sia!
well, actually its abt 3/4 of de day.

Early2 in de morning, went to de gym wif bro after shower.
after dat, did some notes n quizes in FB.
abt 12.30pm, had lunch (Chicken rice wif thick dark sauce)
den, after washing de dishes, i juz lay down in front of de tv where i ate juz now.
n i found myself sleeping!
mum woke me up at 2.45 like dat n asked me to fedtch lil sis from sch.
reach back home at abt 3.15 like dat..
den i lay down again at bro's bed juz so i could tynk wat to do next or juz day dream...
but i soon found myself asleep.. AGAIN!
wahlao...
can do many things lor juz now.... but instead my body prefers to switch of today.
haiyo..
rabakz..!
coz i dun usually n very rarely take afternoon naps.
hahax

well, since i dun expect to feel sleepy dat early later,
so i'm planning to listen to Misteri Jam 12 later on RIA 89.7FM =)
it's actually a malay ghost story session radio show where listeners n de DJ will share stories from personal experience n from de web.
so u gotta imagine de scene urself as de stories are being told.
n de imagination can realli go wild!
hahax!
after hearing those stories, i sometimes would tynk twice of going to de carpark at night alone or go home at night on bike especially at de carpark.
hehe

so, wats tml's morning plans? as usual, de gym..
weights weights weights weights...
n i'm currently focusing on de lower body... de legs.
been doing more weights n endurance for legs to prepare for dis fri's 2.4km run.
I NEED MORE POWER!
hahax
n of course stamina.
so after dis fri, i'll most probably gonna concentrate back on de upper body.
gonna train for shape =)
juz hope it WONT turn out to be like Arnold Schwarzenegger.
lol!

2009-03-22T22:42:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday to Miftahul Jannah!

Lil Sis turn 9 today!

May she'll be blessed wif more many good years n become a gd gurl. =)

n dis girl ar.. always perasan/always pretending to be princess.

n always go for pink colour stuff.

hahax!

so dis year, she gt a lot of presents which are pink!

pink inflatable chair, pink table lamp, pink handphone sleeve, pink ez-link card holder n many other stuff..

as for me, i bought for her Mr Midnight latest book which is abt some cross-country thingy.

n it comes wif a free Mr Midnight note book, which i gave her as well.

she likes to read books from de author lar..

hahax

n Liyana commented dat it's gd n is one of de best selling books.

so, gd! =)

niewayz, here are some pix from today:

Me n sis =)

de strawberry coated wif chocolate (something like fondu kinda thing).. yumm!! =)

2009-03-21T23:39:00.005+08:00

Today morning (wat horible engrish is dat?!) went to CDANS to swim!
went wif family..
was hoping de water will be warm, coz de weather is rather scorching to de skin..
but turns out it's quite colder than wat i expected.
so okay, nvm...
endured de coldness.
tried out my "supposedly newly trained" stamina by going for a few long laps at de deep pool.
verdict: not bad lar! hahax! =)
coz usually i couldnt complete 2 full laps continously wif no stopping eversince i stopped swimming class waaayyy back in sec 1..
so okay lar..
can see it's improving =)
yessarr!! hahax

after dat, we went out to eat lunch at our favourite restaurant Gombak.
n as usual, i ordered my all time fav dish, Char Kway Teaow.
yummmmmmmmmm!
finished lunch, we went to Westmall library coz sis needs to return some books.

ard 4.30pm.. me, lil bro n dad head of to dad's work place to collect my cuzzin's new bike.
woohoo!
welcome to de geng dude! =)
while waiting for cuzzin Hadi n his family to arrive at dad's workplace, dad tested de bike 1st.
he said it felt wierd..
we soon found out de prob wif it.
de handle bar was waaayy too stiff.
den when cuzzin Hadi arrived, he tested de bike inside de carpark 1st..
after dat, all of us head out to de neighbourhood so dat Hadi could get de feel of de bike 1st.
so on de road, it was like dad in front followed by Hadi followed by lil bro followed by me followed by uncle's car!
nice2!

after dat, we head back to my house.
we washed de bike.. coz it's SUPER dirty.
literally! u could see de huge diff before n after washing.
done wif washing, we rest a while at my house..
i went out buy some food =)
den on de way there, there was a rainbow in de sky!
everyone ard me was like, "wah! wah! rainbow!"
den after bought food n stuff, i quickly took out my phone while walking n activate de camera.
as soon as i reach de point where i could see de rainbow, SNAP! without anyone noticing.
lol!
den went home..
chit chat chit chat..
n my uncle commented dat i look like traffic police juz now on de road.
woohooo!!
dats wat i'm talking abt!
hahax! =P
coz i was in my extremely brigh luminous green "traffic police-like" jacket.
hehe
oh yar! Cuzzin Nurul was smiling all de way juz now when Sleeq's music vid was on tv.
hehe =P

so after dinner, we set off for cuzzin's house.
n we formed up like juz now.
i was damn FED UP wif stubborn road users!
anyhow go into people's lane... people horn also dun care n juz continue to cut in.
maybe it's time to change de horn on my bike.
change to de one like my bro's.. can blast loudly till they wake up.
hahax!
anywayz, here are some pix from today:

From left: Mine>>Dad's>>Lil bro's

All heads, to de left to de left.. ooooo.. to de left to de left~~

Aiyah, dat towel made dis pix not handsome lar!

De rainbow i was talking abt =)

2009-03-20T18:19:00.004+08:00

JUZ GREAT!
Came back from a 3 days mission n found out dat i've lost a friend.
thx A LOT!
arghh!!
but i wont let dis set back pull my life down.
coz i'm gonna stick to my promise of, "becoming stronger is wat i've set to achieve, being stronger is wat i will be".
a promise IS A PROMISE.
n i'm still gonna stick to wat i've said of gonna juz let things flow n letting things cool down.
if u'd have cared, u wouldnt have done it.

Anywayz, changed my blogskin..
coz de previous one was giving some prob.
not too keen abt dis one coz it's like being back in those "dark age" of myself (coz dark background)..
but it looks cool! coz of de flying theme (hot air balloons thingy)
also updated de wish list..
included photos of it, if u notice =)
my fav is de Honda Fireblade photo!
OMGoodness its damn nice!
one day i will get dat..
juz need to secure a little bit more of dat future job of mine n it will come.
hahax!
lisence? hahax!
got it already lo.. both car n bike =P

oh! speaking of future job, i've recieved a superbly great news few days back..
I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED MY DIPLOMA COURSE!
woooohoooo!!!
no longer a STUDENT liaoz =P
Gonna receive my DIPLOMA on de 27th may 2009 @ 2pm =)
so if anyone who wanna join me for this memorable occasion, let me noe k?
if i'm not wrong, there'll be free food!
well, dats how it has always been. hahax!
hopefully those people dun call me for service near dat date.
or else, no more hair =(
I WANNA WEAR DAT "HARRY POTTER-like" SUITE WIF MY HAIR STILL UP THERE SIA.
hahax!

if u're wondering if i going Uni?
hmm...
applied for it, but i didnt let my parents noe dat i applied.. hehe
planning to surprise them.. hahax!
sooo shhhh!!
but for now, i'm not putting too much hope on it..
anywayz, it's not like i'm going there straight after NS.
coz i've already decided to go into de aircraft maintenence path.
so getting my maintenence lisence is my priority rite now..
coz if i get dat already, my pay will be de same as wat uni grads/degree holders are earning.
hahax! beat dat! =P
not looking down on them or saying bad things abt them..
but SG has too many degree holders.
so getting a degree will be no diff than others..
but an aircraft maintenence lisence is not wat everybody can get.
n to top things up, they get de same pay as degree holders.
it's not dat i'm concern abt de money only, but it IS my passion to work on airplanes.
so lesson here is, dun always look at 1 direction coz there are always alternatives to get to dat same place.
it's juz like, doesnt mean u're in ITE, dats de end of it.
coz being in ITE is juz an alternative route to get to de same place as where de express students are going.
in fact, i realli do respect those who from ITE dat continue their study to poly or uni.
coz de fact is, THEY WILL DO BETTER THAN THOSE WHO CAME FROM JUZ O LEVEL.
I noe dis coz i've seeked help in my studies from my friends who are from ITE.
n of course also from those like me lar (enter poly wif o level only)..
hahax

okay, so wats de next short-term plan for now?
1. getting myself a part-time job..
still waiting for reply from Cathay n also planning to apply as a Ranger at Senotsa.
so, yeah..

2. den i gotta train for Napfa, which is next thurs!
been heading for de gym de past few days.
can already see dat it's starting to take shape =)
thx to de weights!
stamina wise, ok lar.. gonna need to test it real soon.

3. after dat, i need to really practice on my precission flying
coz i'll be involved in quite a number of shows dis year..
so yar, gotta start flying regularly to make those moves precise.

4. on top of all dat, i better start back on unarmed combat training.
it's been a while since i last touch dat.
n i'm doing it LEGALLY.
i dun disturb people.

5. need to watch more cartoons n anime.
coz it'll be de last chance i'll ever get to enjoy them in peace.
cartoons such as pokemon, teen titans, spongebob.. those kinds..
anime such as gundam seed n seed destiny, prince of tennis etc..

6. wanna watch My Bloody Valntine!
if i do dat, it'll be my 1st horror movie i've watched at de movie =)
wats more, it's in 3D!
so it's gonna be my 1st 3D PLUS horror movie =)

okay lar.. gtg.
dis entry is too long already..
n i need to rest.

btw, for de record, it wasn't me who tagged at ur blog using de name "retared"
it's someone else. n i gt no idea who.
n i gt nothin to do wif de person.
i'm saying dis so dat u won't start throwing things at me.
coz rite now, it may seem dat i gt a a reason to do dat.
so in order to avoid further confusion or accusation, i'm saying it's not me.

READ THIS

2009-03-16T23:01:00.005+08:00

i'm getting sick n tired of these games.
de people who cared repeatedly told me to forget abt dis person.
including my cuzzin in law (who is a lady FYI).
i had tried to steer away from de thought of wat they said abt u of not being worth it as a friend n not going to stay long.
coz i definitely noe dat u're NOT dat kind of person.
but each time i fight, it became clearer dat it's a pointless battle.
n i'm starting to rethink of wat they had said.
coz i noe for sure they care n are juz protecting me.
so now, i'm letting u, n only u, win.
i had tried de best i could to save our friendship eversince dat person came into play.
but u're juz not seeing it n letting it in.
u're being unfair.
rite now, it's collapsing n i'm blaming it on 1 person.
& as for u, seems like u're juz gonna let it collapse.. after all dat effort of building it.
coz u ain't doing anything abt it.
if u still can't see it's already collapsing, den OPEN ur eyes BIGGER for goodness sake.
so now, i'm juz gonna let things flow n see wat de future holds for us.

2009-03-15T12:16:00.002+08:00

Crush
by David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

`Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more

See it`s a chance we've gotta take
`Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever...

Do you ever think when you`re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
This crush ain't goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away ay ay ay ay

2009-03-11T09:54:00.003+08:00

i just know something is wrong.
i can feel it.
i may not know wat is it exactly, but i'm very sure there's something.
i know you're keeping it from me.
i'm positively sure abt this.
& i'm juz being patient abt it.
coz i'm not going to act irrationally.
i can see the signs.
& it's painful.
but rite now, all i hope for is for everything to be back like how it used to be.
i don't wanna loose you becoz of this, not even wanna loose you as a friend.
you know i'm refering to you.

** To de passerby:
i'm sooo NOT in de mood to entertain ur nonesense rite now.
so i'm juz gonna give it straight to u.
I DUN GIVE A DAMN WHO U ARE!
But if u're gonna interfere wif my life, den i'm gonna interefere wif urs.
IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS!
she's someone whom i care for.
it's NOT ur decision to decide who she wants to be wif or who she wants to be friends wif.
n it's not mine either.
& WHO DE HELL ARE U to tell me to stay away from?!
nobody command my life other than myself!

rite now, i noe where u made dat tagged from.
u made it from Dover ITE.
so i'm guessing u're from dat institution.
Dun even bother asking how i managed to TRACKED u down.
so get dis STRAIGHT, dun make me start hunting u.
coz if i do, "i'll hunt u down like an animal!"
for de record, this is not a THREAT but juz a mere 1st WARNING.
so, if u're de same person who created a big fuss on her blog, de next time u create trouble for us, i swear i'm gonna take u to some place "high".
GET THAT FACT INTO UR BRAIN N LEAVE US ALONE! **

2009-03-09T09:51:00.003+08:00

going off to de beach soon...
alone though..
most probably gonna self teach on how to play guitar there.
& maybe gonna take some photos of de scenery n stuff =)
but most of all... i going there to DAY DREAM!
hahax!
weather looks like its gonna rain.. hope it doesnt.
dis time, i better not forget to put on some sun block..
if not, gonna get double skin tone!

I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight

2009-03-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

arrived a lil late juz now..
i cant believed de airplane stunt segment finished dat quick!
oh wells.......
at least i didnt missed out on my friend's remote controlled helicopter performance.
at 1st, i was wondering how come he didnt fly like how he normally does...
den after dat i found out dat his engine is de older one n havent been tuned properly...
oh well..
at least he did de stunts safely even though it wasnt as aggresive as i'd expected it to be.
& its been a LONG time since i've seen him fly dat kinda size!

after dat, gt some other teams fly airplanes..
kinda dissapointed at 1 of de team..
coz i thought they were gd at flying, from de way they talked to me abt wat they do n stuff...
skali all except 1 of them crashed..
crashed as is crashed really badly.
haiz...
but i've already suspected dat de guy who didnt crashed is a gd pilot coz i flew wif him once..
can see dat he can control his airplane well.. =)
oh wells...
wat to do...
dis goes to show dat in dis kinda hobby, it is better to KEEP DE MOUTH SHUT N LET DE FLYING DO DE TALKING =)
learnt dat from my friend dat flew de helicopter =)

2009-03-08T11:35:00.002+08:00

arghh!
i dunno wat happened juz now man..
during, was reading de last verse n suddenly my voice shirvers!
n becoz of dat, i had a great difficulty of reading.
few minutes after finished reading, kena MIGRAINE ATTACK!
arghh!!
n it lasted for de whole lesson..
n now still.. urghh
took some pills juz now..
so now i'm off to bed..
hope it will subside before i head off to de flying display..

2009-03-07T21:51:00.003+08:00

Went out for lunch today.
it's my parents' aniversary n dad blanja!
lol!
we ate at causeway point's Banquet.
n de food.. OMG!
we order till de tables practically gt no space to put anything else except for our hands
hahax!

after lunch, head back home..
n guess wat?
me n bro played de SEGA console like for 4 to 5 hrs straight!
de console is actually his but its super damn ancient tecnology sia..
he 1st gt it when he was in k2 i tynk..
n dat was like 16 years AGO!!
so u can guess how old is dat technology especially we now have PS2 at home.
we played our most fav game (back when we were small lil kids)..
its called Top Gear 2.
its a racing game n de tracks are located all over de world..
so de objective is to each races in order o move on to another stage/country.
AND I'M PROUD TO SAY DAT I STILL ROCK AT IT!! WHOOHOOOO!!
cant believe i still gt dat "skill".
LOL!
n today we've made HISTORY too!
we've played till we surpasses de level dat we kept getting stuck at when we were small kids!
n for de 1st time in history of me playing dat, i've managed to create de Ultimate Racing Machine!
yeahh!!
but den didnt complete de game coz de console hang on us when bro accidentally gave it a jerk.
-.-"
oh well.. it's very old.. wat can u expect.
hahax

okay, so tml morning have religous class..
after dat, planning to go to Hwa Chong Institution for an aeromodelling flying display.
gonna watch de pro fly!!
hope to learn a bit or two from them.
n my guru/mentor/friend will be flying his BIG BIG helicopter!
so if anyone interested in joining me tml, call me aitez?
i'll be glad to bring u along =)

rite now, i dunno wats going on..
she's not replying..
been 2 days..
many things are going thru my mind..
but i'm trying to control it..
i dun noe wats wrong..
she might be busy or juz wanna be alone.. I DUN NOE.
but wat i'm really worried abt is if i gt do anything wrong..
pls pls pls dun happen again..
do u feel it too?

2009-03-04T12:51:00.002+08:00

Dis morning, i was awaken abrubtly early early in de morning... (thx to my bro)
i promised him to go wash both our bikes dis morning but i overslept..
lolz!
one of his friend also joined us to wash his bike..
& i'm still very frustrated dat no matter wat i do, my bike WONT SHINE!
so, i gave up dreaming of making it shiny.. hahax!

today, i'm planning to finish up most of de new airplane parts n prepare it to be assembled together..
but i'm still undecided which paint scheme should i use for dis airplane.. hmmm..
Napfa re-test is coming soon.. n i havent start training on my 2.4 run.. argh!
tynk i better start back my training regime at bukit batok nature park.. die liaoz.. 0.0!

anywayz, juz now before i went down to wash bike, had a chat wif shasha for a short while..
she's having a problem for de past week..
n i felt like she doesnt seem to be herself dis past few days..
n i'm worried..
worried where haf dat cheerful, fun & cute young lady had gone to..
i really really wish i could n i wanna help..
help to get her up again..
but i'm afraid.. afraid dat i'll end up not giving her enough space for herself..
life really is complicated.. haiz..
**if u're reading dis, i juz wanna tell u dat u gotta be strong n prepared to move on..
i'll be there when u need me.. u can count on it.**

2009-03-03T11:21:00.006+08:00

Hello people of Gaia!
seems like she's very sad these days..
its like she will get sad on afternoon mostly..
n when she's sad, she will cry..
but today seems different..
coz she's crying rite now..
makes me wonder if she could survive in a long run due to wat people are doing to her..
haiz..
very sad lar..
hmmm... wish i could change her world to be a better one..

i bet whoever reads dat is confuse n will be saying, "WAT N WHO ARE U TALKING ABT?!"
LOL!
i was refering to de little planet we are borrowing de space to live in lar..
hehe =P
but its true wat..
if u tynk of it, last time people said abt all those effects of global warming n stuff
but de effect wasnt felt except now.
haiz..
dun worry, I'LL SAVE U MY DEAR! ROMEO IS ON HIS WAY!
hahahax!

i juz realised something.....
y am i as if i'm talking to my gf?!
oh wait, i juz remembered! i dun haf 1.. -.-"
hahax!
but its true.. i really dun haf 1.
hmmm i dun really talk abt dis stuff openly here..
but... heck lar =)

many people have been asking, especially de people from swiss (my sec sch),
"are u going to find urself a Gf?" or "so, u gt urself a Gf already?".
n my answer to these questions is always,
"of course! if not, life wouldnt be in a complete circle" for de 1st question or "not YET.. still finding though.. *den gives big smilez =)* " for de 2nd one..
hehe.
relax ar people!
it's not as if i purposely not finding one.. hahax!

tried to go for it a couple of times lar.. but it didnt turned out de way it should..
not till de status of "relationship"..
they had their reasons n i respect dat =)
but i'm glad i gotta know them =)
**p.s. : for those who are reading this n noe dat i'm refering to u.. i juz wanna say, i'm glad dat we're still friends. we may not meant to be together, but being friends after all dat had happened is something which i treasure =) **
so yeah.. i still keep in contact wif them..
but STRICKLY as friends only =)
those will remain as de past..

a friend of mine, which i regard him as a brother, commented dat from wat he sees in me,
i gt no problem of keeping a long term relationship.. juz dat i gotta watch out some stuff abt myself.
but de bad thing is, he said i gt problem to start one coz people usually missunderstood.
well, both of us have our gd n bad things when it comes to dis kinda of thing..
he's somehow de opposite of wat i'm facing rite now..
n if u are wondering y he came into de picture, its becoz he's de one who i seek advice for dis kinda thing..
it's part of how i'm trying to be a better person in life =D

never be afraid of making mistakes..
coz by making mistakes, it tells u where ur weak points are..
n when u learn n "repair" dat weak point, somehow, u'll be a better person..
BUT dun purposely make big mistakes coz IT WILL KILL U..
i admit dat i'm still learning from A to Z..
hope de wonderful people out there will still give me a chance in life =)

some may noe dat i've done crazy things in de past juz to help myself to carry on wif life after each failure..
some is uptill de point of almost loosing my life..
dat was all in de past..
N I SWEAR I WONT DO IT AGAIN!
coz it's stupid n it's not rite..
as time goes by, i've learnt new ways to carry on wif life..
becoming stronger is wat i've set to achieve, being stronger is wat i WILL be..

okayz! enough of me blabbering..
before i pour in too much of unwanted stuff here, i better stop here =)
someday, i'll have someone to call her my own.. =)
hope it wont take toooo long.. =)
;-)

2009-03-02T23:03:00.004+08:00

today is Dad's birthday!
so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD!! =)

very early in de morning, i woke up to bake de cake dat mum requested me to..
but i've prepared de base of de cake last nite..
so dis morning was left to do de main cake..
n it's OREO CHEESECAKE! woohoo!
its my 1st time baking de cake wif de ingredients doubled..
there's a whole lot of cream cheese.. n eggs!
de mixing bowl is almost full to de brim sia.. hahax
every now n then i let de mixer rest for a while.. afraid de motor will overheat.
so finished baking at abt 10.30am..

den went to sch for a while to pass a cd to someone n get an airplane from my friend..
after dat, home sweet home n celebrated dad's birthday.
there's a lot of food as usual..
from briyani rice to briyani chicken to old chang kee curry puffs to pulut kuning (yellow gluttinous rice) to cocktail jelly to my cake =)
hahax! yum!

I wan to go to de beach n play guitar!! =)

& i wan to shoot de

preview for de music vid! =D

2009-03-01T20:50:00.006+08:00

BRRR!!

dats somehow summarised wat happened today.. hahax!
juz now, few hrs after my sunday class, my siblings n i went shopping!
wanted to shop for my dad's birthday present (tml's his birthday)
1st we went Seng Siong..
but couldnt find anything dat interest us.

so after like an 30mins to 1hr walking see see look look, we decided to head off to IMM.
n i cant believed i lost my way there!
took de wrong turn u see.. darn it!
haiz.. was very worried i ran out of fuel (coz my fuel meter not working..hehe)
my bro n sis are already there when i arrived..
den off we went shopping.
went to Giant!
soo crowded sia!!
suddenly it's like there's something big going on there but there isnt..
hahax.
then walk2.. got wat we needed.. den decided to go home..
it was already raining lightly..
but de moment we gt on de bikes, it was raining "mice & kittens"!
LOLZ!
so decided to wait a while till it subside a lil..
meanwhile we went ard again..
coz dis time i remembered dat i need to get something..
walk n walk tried here n there n finally found wat i wanted..
i got myself a new perfume/cologne!
n dis is my 1st time using de one spray from a glass bottle one instead of de high gas one..
wonder if its gonna be gd..

den we waited AGAIN!
de rain doesnt seem to wan to go away...
so we decided to go home, since it wasnt dat bad than juz now.
thing is, it's still raining.... haiz..
to add on to dat, our 3hr of free parking is almost up..
so wat to do...
as soon as i was out from de multi-storey carpark, we were all drenched!
like immdiately!
soon after, i began to shiver.. coz of de wind plus rain effect..
cannot tahan sia..
tynk if anyone of u saw me on de road juz now, u tot i was SPASTIC or kena SPASM!
hahax! it ws dat bad!
even my sis was laughing all de way home.
coz we let her wear de only jacket we brought along (coz it was very hot when we left)
grrr!
was struggling for dear life while riding, trying to keep it steady.
as soon as we gt home, straight away took a very hot shower..
ahhhh~~

2009-02-28T22:19:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had a whole day of airplanes sia.
nice2!
Morning i went to WCP wif Gary my bro.
hahax
his dad actually sent us there..
soo kind of him =)
den set up de stuff n away it went!
practiced some manuevers n basic circuits patterns..
trying to get de feel back ya see.. hehe =D
tried to do de diffucult stunts and almost did it!
woohoo! hahax
den while resting n fixing de airplane, had a long chat wif Gary.
we talked abt de past few years in sch.. realli brings back those memories man..

before going off, i did a last flight for de day.
n dis i juz gotta mention..
wheni was flying at dis time, there's a few angmoh kid nearby ran n chased my airplane!
OMG!!
i was afraid i might hit them or something.. so i flew a lil higher.
but i was very cautious doing it..
coz at dat time, de BIG PEOPLE dat protects de airspace was doing some flying training up there.
soo i gotta watch out for them.. make sure i dun fly too high.
after like 1 min, decided to call it a quit.
coz i dun wanna create trouble.

after dat, when i was retrieving my airplane, those kids ran up to me n tried to snatch it away to play..
i was like, WTH!!
n they kept bugging me like crazy to let them have a go of flying it!
of course i didnt let them..
coz i know they DEFINITELY cannot control dat "flying monster" of mine
hehe =P
to add on to dat, it was broken..
de impact of dat last landing was to great n de front part cracked.
so i tried to go off from de place wif Gary.. n u guess wat those kids did?
one of them (de most mischevious one) go grabbed my colar n tried to hold me back!
but den i was *ehem!* proven too strong for them.. hehe
so i dragged him for a few meters den one of his friends helped me by getting him off of me.
phew!
after dat "drama", we WALKED to Ayer Rajah Food Centre for lunch.
after dat, i went for fir prayers n went to Swiss for training =)
below are de photos =) :

Setting up!

Look how far it flew! woohoo

woohooo!

Repairing some minor stuff!

N de drama begins.. see! he was grabbing my colar!

no, i was trying to promote it.. i was trying to get it away from them.. too high for u! hahax! =P

credit goes to Gary my bro for de pix =)

2009-02-27T00:20:00.002+08:00

had a great day on wed noon till night.
went out wif friends for some lan gaming n movie at orchard cinelesiure.
de Red Line peeps met at Yishun for lunch at Northpoint.
den we head for down n meet de rest at somerset.
played Left 4 Dead (i tynk dats how de game is spelt.. lolz)
unexpectedly, de game was sooooooo cool!
all of us were pratically screaming our ass of during de game coz we needed to communicate to get thru de game.
coz we gotta help each other whenever de zombies attack..
n i tell u, when they attack, they really attack like crazy..
its like a whole army of them suddenly surge up to u!
my goodness! n there's few times when i was like kena "raped" by those zombies!
but at de end of it, we had a gd time.

after dat, we watched Valkerie (not too sure how it spelt)
very gd movie i would say.
Its abt world war 2 Nazi.
one of de few movies where all de heroes died at de end of it..
n de sound effect was juz super!
hahax!

anywayz, today (thurs) was a lil boring than de past few days..
i practically stayed at home de entire day n face de comp.
sort out my pc, manage all my profile accs like facebook n stuff..
den i decided to start preparing for de music vid proj dat i'm gonna do. wheeheee!
completed preparing most of de pre-shooting items.
now i gonna need to plan out de scenes n stuff..
after dat, shooting day! hahax
i cant wait for dat. woohooo!
oh! i've decided on de songs for it.
1 english n 1 malay indon =)
hope she's okay wif it. hehe..

tml (fri) morning, gonna take my airplane for a spin at WCP!
yay! like finally.
gonna be wif Gary!
hope no crashes tml... pls pls pls!
i'm like soooooo lazy to do major repairs.
hahahax!

March is coming really2 soon!
yay!! ;-)

2009-02-23T21:24:00.005+08:00

As of 23 Feb 2009 @ exactly 1955hr (7.55pm)

I'M UNOFFICIALLY GRADUATED FROM SP!

WOOOHOOOOOO!!

& it's really exactly at dat time coz submitted my test paper as soon as de invigilator said,

"u have 5 mins left." wahahahahax!

it wasnt planned though

hehe.

den de rest of my friend juz couldnt wait or be patience for me to finish de freaking paper. lolz!

u see, all of them finished like 45 to 30 mins before me..

so they waited outside de room n u guesswat they did?

they made a whole lot of noise juz to iritate me to faster finish de paper. hahahax!

this is wat they did:

1. kept knocking on de window

2. knock on de wall

3. kept shouted "ADI FASTER LAR!" if gt people open de door to go toilet n etc

4. shouted dat there's a parking attendant/minah carpark/"Fatimah carpark" coming to my bike.. like wth -.-"

lolz! sweet moments on de last day n moment in sch i would say.

n i'm not mad or fed up wif them becoz of dat. hehe.

but i tynk if they were to shout "ADI! UR BIKE IS FALLING!", maybe there'll be a higher chance of me running out of de exam room! hahax!

coz de way i practically squeezed it in between a scrambler n a van. lol!

but then.. on de way home, something didnt felt rite..

coz when i gt onto my bike n set off, i juz felt something was wrong somewhere..

but luckily nothin happened on de way home n when i gt home.. pheww~

anywayz, since everything is now over, i shall start de ENJOYMENT!!

hahax

time to P-A-R-TY! =P

i shall start by bulding my new stunt plane. hehe

tonite, i shall start putting de templates together.

but i shall start cutting out de foam on wed coz i'll be getting de foam from my friend by then.

den dis coming wed, i'm heading out wif my friends go Orchard to play lan n watch movie!

playing "Left 4 Dead" or "Battlefield 2".

cant wait! de last time we went out to enjoy is when we had a bbq at pasir ris =D

n oh! me n my friend went to apply for part time job at my friend's workplace.

in a cinema =D

but de manager said if we mind kena posted to AMK hub outlet..

but i if possible, i dun wan coz they said de pay is a bit lesser there (coz its in de neighbourhood n de curent one is at town) n i wanna work wif my friend..

but we'll see how it goes..

tml morning is washing bike day!

going to make it shiny as hell! lolz

n now, i'm going to play "Battlefield 2" n find MUZIE(my friend)!

beware of those who gonna steal my helicopter.. I'LL GET U!

BANG!! lolz!

2009-02-19T09:51:00.007+08:00

5 MORE DAYS TO GO!!

Dats right! 5 more days to go (including today) till i'll be unofficially graduate!

woohoooo!!

i cant wait sia.

coz i gt lots n lots of things in mind dat i wanna do after dat last paper while waiting for NS.

Well, they are:

-spending a day at de beach alone n do nothin n juz stone (alone coz people say its boring)

-Buy materials n stuff to build a new radio controlled stunt airplane

-Go fly both new n old stunt plane regularly to train up my skills =)

-teach my friends to fly my trainer radio controlled airplane

-rent a car for 2 or 3 days n juz roam around singapore!

-go out wif shasha!

-Find a part time job (coz i need money to sevice my motorbike n upgrade some stuff)

-make a music video! (i have a plan! *do de King Julian's, from madagascar, accent*)

-go out wif classmates for lan gamming

-save up some money n go fly de real Boeing 737 aircraft simulator at Singapore Flyer =)

-Practice playing de drum (but i need a drum set to do dat)

-learn to play de guitar

- & many many more which i will add on as days goes by n when things come into my mind.

hahax!

Been craving to have a proper flying session wif my stunt plane for a VERY long time.

wanna train n upgrade my skills.

coz rite now, i fly ok ok only..

only simple simple stunt maneuvers.. n most of them are not veri accurately done.

so wat i wanna achieve is learning to execute maneuvers accurately n learn those difficult ones.

hehe

so here's wat i'm talking abt:

Music video! wahahax! suprised? u better be. lolz!

of course i wont be singing lar.. later rain sia!

like i said, i gt a plan. hehe

got dis idea eversince i started studying at de beach..

tynk its gonna be cool!

details are not concrete yet..

still tynking of diff ways on how to shoot it..

hmmm....

Dun worry though..i'll publicise it when its finished. =)

Flying de Boeing 737 aircraft simulator is something which i will totaly look forward to.

n if it does comes true, it shall be a memory which i will never forget.

Its exactly like de real commecial airplane..

but de thing dat is missing is de feel of de movement when de aircraft turns n etc..

but its good enough coz i'll get to play arounds wif all de buttons n switches.

n not forgetting de full 180 degrees view of de screen!

i bet it's gonna feel like i'm flying de real thing.

best part is, i'll be allowed to bring in a friend to sit in the flight deck to enjoy de ride

but i'll still be flying it though.. hehe =P

aitez! i'm done here..

wanna go study liaoz..

Off to beach i go! hahax! =D

2009-02-11T22:51:00.009+08:00

Finally an update! hahax

Now gt more free time than de past few weeks..
FYP is FINALLY OVER! yeah!!
no more presentations & reports! woohooooo!
Now only left 4 more exam papers to go...
AND AND AND AND! I'll be "unofficially graduted" after dat last paper! ooooyeah!

So anyway, today was fantastic..
spent the day all to myself at de beach.
Studying, relaxing & time to think abt stuff..
I'm preparing for fri's paper, which is aero material (de module dat i gave up on).
Gd news is, i manage to completed 1/4 to 1/3 writing de notes for it & can understand a bit.
hahax! yay..
It was very peacefull there & i tynk i found an alternative location to study instead of jurong library, which is always full of people n super cold..
It was great to only hear de sound of waves crashing n boats moving here n there..
Despite de warm weather, the smell of the sea & de breeze makes it worth it n made me forget abt de warm weather.
here are de pix for de day =)

~ Sea view (at least most of it is covered in water.. hehe) ~

~ Sea View ~

~ see! i really really was studying lor ~

~capturing de 1st time moments of dis place ~

~De cool writings on de dustbin made me couldnt resist taking dis!~

2009-01-29T23:39:00.011+08:00

HELLooooooooooooooooo HELLooooooooooooooooooo~!

ahax!

hmmmm.. i shall blog abt wat i did during de CNY holidays =)

CNY eve:

i was stuck at home in de morning... haiz..

doing report, werk n stuff...

after dat, went to fetch my lil sis from tuition at CC.

n didnt planned to followed dad, sis, bro, n lil sis to Giant supermarket at JE,

BUT i gotta send lil sis to de carpark coz dad is picking her up.

SOOO, my mum said "alar, gi ikut jer lar..." (juz go n follow along lar).

so i got changed n waited downstairs for de "New car"

hehehehe...

u see, my dad's werk place letting them use de cars over de holidays so as not to let de car rot..

hahax

n he said de car is de BRAND NEW Honda City..

so i was curious wat it look like n wats de diff between dat one n de car dat i used to drive for my trainings 2 yrs ago..

so, when de car arrived, i went like "WHOAHHH!!!"

i tell u... I damn impressed wif de car..

it looks DAMN GD!!

sooooo much better than de old model.

den otw to Giant, i was like super jakon (kaypo + curious)

kept pestering everyone in de car abt how gd it looks.. hehe they were all pissed at me tho.. hahax!

den after we bought wat we wanted, we went home, got changed n de whole family went out to my aunt's house for keduri (feast).

after spending 1 to 2 hrs there, we set of again..

dis time, we went to my other aunt's to deliver some stuff we need to de next day.

den we went to grandma's house..

n oh! cuzzin Nurul & Didi arrived there few minutes after us. hahax

CNY Day 1:

Went to aunt's house for meeting wif cuzzins (mum's side) & Cik Kamil's family.

meeting was abt Future Outings for de our whole family =)

but then, onli my family n cik kamil's turned up..

de rest kinda backed out last min due to unforeseen cicumstances.

but den, we still carried on..

after dat, we waited for sunset JUZ to see de solar eclipse dat everyone seems to be excited abt..

coz at my aunt's house, we can literally see de sunset super clearly..

coz de sun sets facing right at her door.

but den dissapointed sia!

i cant even see de bloody eclipse!

waited from exactly 5.30pm till 6.30.. but it seems sunny as ever!!

wahlao...

sad sia...

tried to take pix. but still no eclipse..

sad sia...

anywayz, here are de pix:

~dis was at abt 5.45~

~dis was at abt 6pm~

~dis was at abt 6.30~

haiz... see! no diff sia.. haiz..

SO, ard 6.30 like dat, we decided to head off to Marina Barrage.

Nurul n family also gonna join us there..

dis is de 1st time i go there..kinda excited.

so, me n bro go prepare our bikes n waited for de car..

we den formed up into formation n vrooom down de highway..

hahax! fun fun..

me n bro tried to keep de formation intact.

wen we reached de place, de carpark was super duper full sia..

but lucky bike parking space not dat bad..

de den met up wif nurul's family, n we went up to de field ontop.

relek relek there... talk2..

watched de sunset..

enjoyed de strong winds..

abt 7.30++ we all went to ECP.

n again formation time! hahax.

me n bro wore de distinctive "TP" jacket so ppl may mistook us n gt scared. lol!

we escorted de cars from de back..

reached ECP, we relek2 again n eat a lot!

den went home.. tired sia..

CNY 2nd day:

morning we went to Kubur/graveyard to visit my late grandma n relatives..

den i took some pix of the car n bikes..

i was jakon lar.. cant help it.

n it was there was more privacy there..

~was actually trying to snap a pic of my hair~

~ look at dat streamlined body! ~

~ tell me how could u not be impressed by de STOCK carbonfibre-like design steering wheel ~

~ Eh halo! wanna kena knock down there ar? ~

~ ngah feeling feeling.. aww i felt like a trainee back ~

~ my bike n de "new" car ~

Okayz.. after at de cemetary, we all went to visit Nurul's house..

we wanted to see how my lil cuzzin, Aqila, was doing..

coz she gt very bad rashes from last note..

den i played wif some small2 magnetic alphabets wif her..

n seh was sooooo cute!

keep run here run there.. hide here n there..

hahax

but she was fine lar.. de rashes toned down..

n she was back to active mode.. lolz.

we left at abt 4++ i tynk..

we headed for Marina Barrage again!

hahax

N dis time i remembered to take pix of it.

hahax!

we relek relek as usual... flew our kite..

soooo windy sia... tsk tsk tsk..

de kite literally shot up to de sky.. hahax

anywayz, tynk enough of talking n let de pix do de job..

oh! i took all de pix from de start of dis post using my *ehem* Slim 5 Megapixle Camera Phone

hehehe =D

~ they were letting out de water for show coz someone came ~

~ look at de current man! ~

~ we're going up to de field liaoz ~

~ de water fountain ~

~ de field ~

~ city view ~

~ sunset view ~

~ i was trying to snap an artistic shot ~

~ another artistic shot ~

~ i call dis one "The Way I Left You" ~

~ & another shot ~

~ i shall call dis one "De Foot" ~

~ at de lobby ~

okayz.. wanna go sleep liaoz...

hope u enjoyed de pix.. =)

2009-01-19T19:48:00.006+08:00

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ok done.. hahax! i noe.... LAME
okayz.. i've changed de song on my blog.. de title is "Tak Bisahkah" by an indon band named Peterpan.
dis song is actually de 1st song dat drew me in to de world of indon band..
n i finally found de type of music dat realli suites my heart..
coz no matter which indon songs, expecially grp n bands, i'll find them catchy n nice. hehe =)
anywayz, been sooooo cooked up in work lately..
involved in 1 week of project exhibition (will update photos as soon as i'm free)
not to mention piles of assignments, report & presentation to do..
& de reality of GRADUATING IN ABT FEW WEEKS TIMEs.. which made most of my classmates n i to be damn lazy to do all those work dat has to be done.. haiz.....

Last week, i juz gave up on aero material module... not becoz de module is tough (maybe a lil lar)
but it's LECTURER!
realli cannot stand him already sia!
If i could, i would realli love to throw piles of anything dat i can find or tynk of at him & also to mess up his office!!
realli one kind sia dat fella..
let me describe wat he did n u judge if i'm right or wrong to react dat way..
**
1st: teach in class using a freaking TIMER! yes... to time himself so dat he wouldnt drag de lesson. FYI, he sets de countdown for 45min & 45 secs.. YES! EVEN FREAKING 45 secs!

2nd: for lab work.. came in to class to mark attendance, den left us alone n de lab technician will do de explanation & experiment WHILE HE SITS IN HIS OFFICE N DOING GOD KNOWS WAT! n at de end of de term, expects us to submit a gd report for it.

3rd: during tutorials... came in to mark attendance, asked us if gt any prob wif tutorial or lesson den smile smile / tersengih-sengih den left for his office... oh! here's de thing dat many missed out.. he NEVEN EVEN teach us de tutorials OR AT LEAST go thru them together. he juz left us there n expects us to do everything n at de end, he expects us to get gd marks during his tests.

4th: if we ask him question.. his ans will be, "u guys do some research 1st lar.. den if u still dun understand, den look for me.. at least by then u gt something to show n start from". n his face will be like smiling n showing his teeth n squinting his eyes while syaing dat.. like, WTF!!

overall, he's not a lecturer.. i dun see or regard him as a teacher.. I would rather regard him as mere presenter n DATS ALL!
**
now u judge for urself... wat would u feel if someone who is supposed to train n impart knowledge to u, did his job like dis..

anyway, back to topic...
i'm slowly doing bit by bit of all those work..
hehe..hope i could do it on time.

so, abt today...
overall, it was fine.
morning had breakfast at sch's Mac D wif classmates..
den went for lessons..
today's design class was nothin more den finishing up our work..
went home watched tv..
there's a show abt de recent air crash at Hudson river..
de one where de pilots decided to crash land on de river.
somehow when i heard wat happened n de story abt it, tears were abt to come out from my eyes. (tears of joy maybe)
n my heart felt heavy n theres dis tingling feeling inside..
i dun noe y i felt dat way..... like seriously.
i was glad dat no one died during de incident.
maybe de fact dat de pilots lost both engines n managed to safely land on a river dat made me felt, "how I wished i could de like them... skillfull & smart to land on water to avoid crashing in populated areas"
maybe its my inner pilot self dat felt dat way.. hmmmmmm....

deep inside of me, i dun noe wat to decide on rite now..
it's not as clear cut as i thought i would be.
but i realli2 need to decide... n soon.
coz i believe, dis thing needs to be build up slowly & takes time in order for it to last till my day to leave comes.
now i've gt 2 choices in front of my eyes..
one is, we saw each other a couple of times before but never realli get to know dat well, uptill recently. but some personal complications, which i would nt mention here, held me back.
de other one is trying to fix back wat had been done wrong in de past (i tynk n felt like it) but i'm not sure if i could trust de person anymore for after wat had happened.
so rite now, i juz couldnt move forward.. coz de fear of loosing BOTH AT DE SAME TIME is unbearable.

2009-01-02T21:36:00.006+08:00

1st n foremost...

Happy 2009, Inhabitants of Earth!

HAPPY 100th ENTRY TO ME! =)

I never would haf thought i could make it dis far.. hehe!

YAY! my blog is still surviving for 100 posts. hahax!

since this post marks a century of blog post here, let's make dis entry a special one.

BY CELEBRATING THE PAST MEMORIES OF MY LIFE =)

at least those dat made an impact on my life..

1st memory:

Its my journey from being a newbie in aeromodelling to becoming a Radio Controlled Aircraft pilot i am now.

i started dis hobby way back in sec sch.. in NCC (my CCA).

My seniors pulled some people from us to be trained as de 1st formal aeromodelling team in Swiss Cottage Sec.

I vonlunteered to be part of it coz i haf interest in aviation.

after few weeks n mths of training, i started on Radio Control flying training..

dis was only selected to those having a high interest in de hobby & de top achievers in aeromodelling training.

Started on de simulator (fly using a computer software).

skills improved over de weeks & not long after dat, they said i'm ready to fly de real thing! hehe

I became de 1st trainee to test fly a new aircraft which they bought n we did it in sch.

even though it was a short flight (it crashed into de tall tree near de physic lab at de quadrangle), they said i managed to fly dat plane longer than any of my seniors.

soon, i bought my own set of RC aircraft & started to train wif my seniors.

Learnt a lot along de way.

After my N levels, my seniors are not able to train me any longer.

So, i did my own training.

over de mths, my skill improve lil by lil.

When i became a CLT in NCC, i teamed up wif HQ's aeromodelling people.

Met new friends n flying buddies. but most of all, my flying mentor, Murdanny =)

He's been a great inspiration & a great teacher. & he's still is.

up till now, i still seek guidance n learning from him.

over de years of flying wif him, i've improved tremendously.

n now, I'm trying to be as gd as him.. doing all those stunts n aerobatic maneuvers.

2nd memory:

When i went for NCC's Cadet Officers course.

Honestly, i didnt noe y i applied for it initially.

by now, i'm glad it happened.

Before going through dat course, i was a extremely quiet, dun like to mix ard, never wan to take leadership role, not confident n many more.

After dat course, i've changed.

i've become more confident, i felt easier to mix ard wif people who i dun noe, still shy n softspoken n introvert but as bad as last time, i felt confident of taking up leadership roles.

I can now talk wif people =)

3rd memory:

Getting my own driving & bike license!

both in diff years though..

Driving license was 1st.

2 days after turning 18, i went to apply for it.

went through all those lessons n driving practicals.

wif guidance from dad, my driving skills improve bit by bit.

practiced a lot on my parkings & obstacle courses. i juz LOVE doing them =)

n by de time for de actual test, i can do them darn fast. hehe

N most important of all, i passed! =D

Next was my bike license.

i took it 1 n half years after i got my driving.

coz i waited for my lil bro.

we enrolled during his birthday.

but in de end, he finished n passed way faster than me.. wah lao.. haiz..

hahax

honestly, i prefer driving than riding.

but both has its own advantage.

driving is more relax n faster for long dist travelling.

Riding is more maneuvarable n fast for short dist travelling.

so, back to de riding lesson..

my bro is way better than me.. expected lar.. he like to ride bicycle.

but i'm more experience when it comes to public road. heheh! =P

i didnt give up..

i practice like crazy..

practiced on all de obstacle courses like a billion times. lolz

n most of all, i still remember de instructor commented on my turning.

they said my turning is very gd.. very smooth! hehe =D

In de end, i passed a week before hari rayer.. juz like my driving ;-)

So driving was in 2006 & Bike was in 2008 =)

4th memory:

Our 1st cuzzin outing! (for my dad's side)

dis was all Kassim's great idea. yay!

we went to pasir ris park for a picnic =)

It was a blast i would say!

We ate A LOT of food.. went cycling.. after dat, arcade at E-Hub.

hehehe..

Dis was in 2008 =)

5th memory:

I must say dat dis memory is de sweetest n de most unbelievable one of all de others.

It was when my dream came true..

I was selected to go for Micro-light flying training in Udaipur (Northern India)

Well, it was luck n perseverance dat kinda made it possible..

U see, it is my dream to become a pilot..

but for some unforseen circumstances, i wont be elegible a cadet pilot program in many airliners out there.

so, i would juz settled on dis one instead.

at least dis is as close as it gets to achieve my dream =)

The course was held in early Dec till x'mas day in 2006.

n yes.. it's winter there!

1st time i experience de 4 season which i hope to experience in SG.. lol!

anywayz, de course is abt learning how to fly a real aircraft..

YES YES! A REAL AIRCRAFT!

Micro-light is an extremely light n small airplane.. but it feels de same as those big ones.

i went there wif 2 other guys n a teacher officer.

All of us are VERY young.. including de teacher officer =)

between de range of 17 to 22.

we had lots of fun there..

despite de busy training schedule, we still manage to tour almost de entire city.

hahax.

n oh! dis i must say.... I LITERALLY ATE MAC & CHEESE FOR DINNER FOR 90% OF DE WHOLE COURSE OF STAY THERE!

n when i return home, i still loose like 5 to 7kg! hehehe =P

POWER! lolz!

okay back to training.. i enjoyed it extremely much..

really felt like a pilot..

after many many trainings, i was given de opportunity to fly de aircraft by myself.. WIF NO HELP FROM DE INSTRUCTOR.

Dis continued on till delast day of training.

N during one of dis training, i de instructor kept asking me if i wan to go for another round..

n u guessed it, i said of course! y would i wan to waste dis opportunity sia. hahax

in de end, i did like 7 to 8 laps around de airfield (in actual fact, normal training requires me to go only 4 rounds) ;-)

BUT then, i got fever dat night after training.. hahax!

n i gt a very very positive comment from de intructor..

he said to de other instructor (in front of me), "He's damn gd! *while giving a thumb up* "

hahax. k lar i'm not trying to show off.. i juz wanna share it =)

n dis is de 1st time i release dat info.

den during de last day of training, i had de honour of doing de last flight of de day..

it was getting dark, we i had to do perfect..

took off from de airport.. follow de circuit pattern for landing.. line up for finals wif de runway.. n den touch down!

n did dis all by myself =)

*sweetest memory*

6th memory:

i finally own a vehicle!

i got myself a motorcycle =)

finally i can go anywhere without using public transport. lolz!

is a bit convinient lar..

u can haf de luxury of taking ur time to leave house without worrying de bus will arrive late or need to travel to MRT station.

n its great for going sch.

Since now i'm busy wif my proj, sometimes i need to bring a lot of stuff to sch..

but wif de help of my trusty bike, it no more a hassle for me..

n i bought a new helmet after 1 mth of riding dat bike.

i kinda dun like de old one, coz its TOO round.. macam bowling ball gitu. hahax!

so, i got myself a new white helmet..

de design is unique. i like!

when 1st brought it home, my mum was like "how come u buy a transformer helmet?!"

den my aunt added on.. "not transformer lar, it's a Power Ranger helmet!"

hahahahax!

but its true lar.. it does look like a power ranger's helmet. hehe.

There are more... but now i'm too lazy to type.. coz its soooo much more!

hehe. maybe next time lar.. =)

n oh! de memories above are not arranged in order.. its random..

i type which ever dat came to my mind 1st.. =)

2008-12-23T21:26:00.008+08:00

harlloooooo! i'm back! hahax
finally got time to update.
been quite busy n worried for these past few days sia.
soooooooooo many deadlines n assignments. tsk tsk tsk..
haiz...
anywayz, i shall post abt saturday's activity n maybe some other stuff (after i get ideas on wat to post abt while posting abt sat's. lolz! )

Saturday:
woke up quite early, say abt 7.30++? haha
wash up n all.
had breakfast.
after eating, went straight to work on my Super Zoom (remote controlled aircraft)
did some final checks n touch up/repairs..
check batteries n stuff..
den went to pack stuff to my flying toolbox.
after dat, lepak ard (hang ard) in de house n watched some TV.
hahax
den abt 11++ went out to de field near de housing estate in front of bukit batok swimming pool.

went there to go for FLYING!!
hahax.
it has been a freaking long time since i had a gd time flying airplanes.
finally i managed to pull myself together to go out to fly. lolz.
acutally, i had phobia of flying at dat field due to 1 incident abt a long time ago.
i almost crashed into de highway down below de field (de field was at an elevated ground u see)
coz i lost control of it n wind was pretty strong.
luckily it landed right beside de road sholder railing.. phew!
k back to story...
initially i hesitated to go to dat field..
BUT! i was kinda lazy to travel very far to jurong library's field to fly..
so i ended up at bukit batok field instead. hehe.

took bus 173 n arrived in abt 10 mins.
then i go set up my aircraft.. do de checks n stuff.. n off it flew! =)
yay!
flew n flew n flew n flew~~~
minor crashes here n there..
so continued flying n practicing/learning how to control dat agile baby. hahax!
soooo difficult to control aerobatic aircraft sia..
but i tynk i'm getting de hang of it.hehe =D
now at least can fly properly n can control where i'm going.
tried to do some stunt (which i had practiced on simulators).
but tak menjadi! lolz! haiz...
lucky tak crash.. hehe
den played ard in de air.. spin here spin there..
upside down here n there..
soon, i realised i overcomed my fear of flying at dat field. yessah!
de wind was also kind to me.. no sudden wooosh! n its juz a lil breezy..
alrytez.. enough of talking, or should i say typing, n let de pix do some work. hahax!

~ My flying tool box ~

~ Super Zoom! my aerobatic/stunt airpalne ~

~ some casualties of de day. haiz.. ~

~ alryte! all packed up n ready to go home =) ~

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tynk now i shall post abt today..

Today:

woke up early coz need to go to chinatown to get some stuff for Leviathan (Final Year Project)

haiz...

i hate to travel there juz to get some small2 stuff..

coz its bloody far juz for some small items sia.. haiz..

wat to do...

left home at abt 9.30.. reach there at 10.30.

juz in time.. coz de shop opens at 10.

so straight away headed for de shop n to de section where de stuff is..

look n look n look... FINALLY found it!

last piece sia! damn lucky.

had a chat wif de kakak at de counter there.. paid for de stuff..

den went to de next shop to get another stuff for proj.

n oh! also bought some stuff for personal airplane =)

bought propellers n adapters, n de ski for proj.

after dat, headed for home straight.

wanted to save money on ezlink, so i took bus 61 from there.

luckily i was prepared for de EXTREMELY long journey.

listen to mp3 while watching de scenery passing by..

n i was freezing in de bus! lol!

didnt slept thru de journey though..

reach home already, went straight to work on Leviathan.

took me de whole afternoon to finish de final coating for de skin.

ended at abt 5++pm.. haiz..

gt myself a freaking burn mark..

coz aparently i wasnt careful n de hot iron zip along my arm. ouch...

no worries though.. juz a minor burn mark.

took pix of it for de poster.. den sent it to another teammate for de poster thingy.

went to clean up n stuff n here i am.. hahax!

okay.. done abt today. =)

some pix of de completed skin for Leviathan:

~ Ironing on de skin ~

~ Wow! kinda even n little wrinkles. not bad for a 1st timmer! ~

~ de finished product ~

~ TADA! ~

Some of my friends commented dat de colour is like de red colour from Ironman's suite.

hmmmm... not bad! hahax!

finally its done! phew~

if some of u still wondering wat dis is or had missed out on my very long time agoi post, hehe,

it my final year project.

Its an Unmanned Submersible Aerial Vehicle (USAV) or also known as Leviathan =)

its juz a name we gave it. hehe =)

kinda catchy huh? check up de meaning of it in dictionary n u'll be surprised wat de name means. =D

gtg prepare for next week's test..

chiaoz! =)

2008-12-06T22:48:00.009+08:00

1st n foremost.. i wanna say:

I HATE VIVO's CARPARK!!

n DE ROUTE TO IT AS WELL!!

okok..
today, went for outing wif cuzzins at vivo.
i reached super late.. all thx to de roads!
supposed to meet at 2pm but i arrived at 2.45pm.
realli sorry guys n gal..

well dis is wat happened on de way there:
-super traffic jam at AYE (stupid lorry go crashed into de railguard n went to visit de forest)
-lost my way towards vivo (can u believe i went in n out of Keppel like 3 TIMES??!!)
-1:looked for Keppel road den Telok Blangah Rd (which i found)
-2:looked for vivo but ended up at ECP to changi -.-"
-3:u-turned back at Rochor rd n got stuck there in another traffic jam!
-4:looked for Telok Blangah Rd den vivo.
-5:didnt found it again! den ended up at keppel shipyard
-6:went straight to find a u-turn only to find myself at marina south (IR's contruction site) WTH??!!
-7:stuck at one of de traffic light there coz it doesnt wan to turn green after 5 mins or more. (stupid traffic light)
-8:in de end, didnt care abt de traffic light (juz like de other drivers) n juz went off.
-9:went in back to Telok Belangah Road BUT dis time i went to look for SENTOSA GATEWAY! (last resort)
-10:found it n realised dat vivo is on de other side but too late to u-turn.. argh!!
-11:u-turned near de gaurd post n went straight for its carpark.

When i finally arrived, went straight to find de rest.
bought tix for de movie "Bolt"
den went off to haf lunch at Banquet.
all of us ate WESTERN! =) hahax
after dat, went walk2 ard de skygarden.
headed for de movie theater when de time came.
The movie was fun n hillarious! lolz
oh! its inspirational too.
de hamster is de cutest character of all.
n all of us were supprised when we got to know dat John Travolta was de one playing Bolt (de dog). hahax
kk.. den after dat, we went to watch a band competition at dat area.
den kassim n ema arrived.. (very late.. grrr!)
hahax
den headed for starbucks n chill ard.
den hadi n fahmi need to go off..
so left de 4 of us.
we went walk ard n bought some stuff..
9.45, headed for home.
only to find myself lost at dat dumb carpark!
n i cant find my bike!! like argh!

I clearly remembered dat i parked near Giant supermarket's back entrance.
n de only giant there is at b1 n b2.
i LITERALLY SWEPT through de entire carpark for BOTH levels n couldnt find my bike.
so i tried to trace back my steps from Giant.
but i found myself at de exit which is near de taxi point! idiot..
so i gave up, n traced back my steps from de CARPARK GANTRY ALL DE WAY TO MY BIKE
YES YES! i climbed de multi-storey carpark on FOOT (de one going round n round road)!!
climbed up 2 storeys n found my bike at level 2.
like wth sia!
if it was at level 2, i couldnt had used de escalator to go up to GV at de point of time where i arrived there, rite?
doesnt make any sense sia..
when i got ready to move off, i kept wondering how did i got there.
Screwed up carpark!
when going to head home, carpark fee was $5 sia!
my cash card was like cukup makan (juz nice) seh.
coz i only had exactly $5 in it.

n to my horror, de ordeal of getting lost isint over!
i even gt lost while heading home.
i couldnt find de expressway, which is supposed to be straight ahead.
ended up in some ulu road which heads for clementi -.-
quickly find expressway n off i went.

haiz.. wat a day..
kinda sad lar, didnt took any pix n all..
but at least i gt to see them coz i wouldnt get to see them for hari raya haji dis year..
haiz..
sorry to everyone kalau ader yg kekurangan juz now..
hope we'll get to go out for another interesting one.

*i truly n truthfully hope u enjoyed ur day*

2008-12-04T22:27:00.004+08:00

NICE WORK ADIMORON!
cant u at least do anything rite for a change?!
y must u be such an idiot on dis planet?
y are u here in de 1st place?!
I tot u should be somewhere by now?
maybe u should had left home for sch abit later yesterday, say abt 8.30am?
Like dat, u wont be here typing dis.
y must u ask so much questions?
y?!
y must ur mind be made in such a way dat u must ask every details of de events dat happens ard u?!
cant u juz ignore de things ard u?
y must u always find ans to everything dat happened?!
u've already know de fact dat u're useless since de day u started learning things.
so y must u keep showing it?!
y are u so stubborn?
u cant even apologise properly!
stupid brainless moron.
maybe u shouldnt have dodge from dat black dude back at ur old house.
like dat, u wouldnt haf to suffer all dis.
or wait, how come u even gained back ur conciousness after u kissed de floor after u fell into dat drain?
u ARE aware dat there was a significant time gap from de moment u kissed n de moment u open back ur eyes, didnt u?
hmm den how come u even let dat white dressed lady to sit beside u n stroke ur hair while u were sleeping n yet u didnt do anything abt it?
oh wait, u even lay ur head on her lap too rite?
n let me guess, u are now wondering where is she now n how come u dun see her anymore.

Final verdict: ADI=STUPID=IDIOT=ANNOYING=FOOL=IMPERFECT
juz take him back lar...
he's gd for nothin anyway..

2008-12-02T09:07:00.002+08:00

I'm not using blog as a medium to fight u.
i'm juz stating my thoughts.
is dat so wrong?
n yea, i made spelling error..
so wat?
if u must know, dats becoz

I AM BAD AT LANGUAGE

happy?

look..
i dun wanna fight u or abt dis anymore than u do.

2008-12-01T22:21:00.003+08:00

finally gt some time to blog..
haiz..
been extremely busy last week.
busy wif dat Leviathan.
almost sleepless nights for de whole week, including saturday!
wahlao..
den plus assginments an all... like argh!!

launched Leviathan on water on sat..
tested it at one of my teammate's house swimming pool.
but de result was terrible sia.
one of electrical connection got disconnected before anything could be done..
den de worst part is, we cant even solder back dat DAMN thing.
so we decided to juz cable tie de metal contacts n hope it work..
n yes, it worked.. but really really juz before we gonna put it on water, one of de component started to smoke.
i was like.. WTH???!!!
den we found out it was becoz of dat previous connection prob.
so we juz tested it above water..
juz to see if it can float, its tendency to dive n its waterproof capability.
n tried to skim it above water (wif only 1 engine working)..haiz..
den! to make things even worst (as if it wasnt enough), my controller went flat on me!!
arghH!!!
but i juz dun care abt it.. used it till de very last juice gt used up.

so, test result: -minor leaking
-tandency to dive at higher speed
-can move above water wif ease
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today....
had de debate dis morning..
n i must say, it went pretty unexpectedly well.
hahax!
i presented like nobody's business sia..
even my teammates said they didnt expected it to come out dat well.
lolz!
i duno wat happened to me today..
den during break, studied statistic coz having test in de evening.
Thx kel n ment.
den during QEM lecture, dunno wat happened to me..
suddenly gt no mood.

PD lecture makes things worst..
It's a module which i supposed to enjoy, but becoz of dat idiot, i'm not.
nag n nag n nag like nobody business.
den treat us as if were are dat stupid.
COME ON LAR!
we're juz cant be bothered to entertain u.
n u asked me a question becoz i look attentive??!!
n after dat u continued, "at least u seems u were".
WTF?! wat kind of bloody comment is dat supposed to be?!
ARGH!!

den, evening had statistic test.
was worried.
but then when i took de paper, it was do-able.
hahax
managed to ans all.
den double check some ans wif friends.
was glad some of it was de same.
yessah!
hahax

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I'm juz dissapointed..
i dun understand y would u wan to pierce it..
there are better interesting stuff to try, but u choose dis?
dont u noe de future consequences of it?
dont u noe dat u need to take care of it or else, u're juz risking ur own health?
come on lar..
i noe u want to try diff interesting stuff..
but there's a limit to what u can try..
haf u tot how u're gonna play ur sports wif dat thing in there?
n u noe dat de sports u play are rough..
haf u tot wat if it tears wide open while u're playing?
u may argue back n say it can always be taken out before ur game..
but dats not de point..
i noe i sound like i'm intruding into ur personal life..
n i noe i gt no right to do so..
say wat u want..
i'm juz concern..
but if u're not, den i gt nothing else to say.

2008-11-24T21:29:00.002+08:00

juz finished researching for a design assignment..
n i''m really tired..
haiz..
been superdy dupper focused on final year proj till mentally n physically exhausted.
last sat, we almost completed Leviathan for its underwater debut =)
gonna make final prep for launch on tues n wed..
n it will be launched underwater on wed evening.. i hope.
praying n hoping everything will run smoothly..
hopefully there wont be any leakages to de avionic/electronic bay..
if not..... I'M SOOOOO DEAD!

alryte, lets move away from dat topic..
lets talk abt life?
hmmm....
series of unexpected events occured.
started talking to people whom i thought i've lost or i dun really like.
its interesting to feel de different feedbacks i got from them, where wit used to be cold shoulders n hating de person's ego n guts.

been baking stuff a lot recently..
i wanna try baking something new..
lemon cheesecake or lemon pie maybe? hmmmmmmm......
Looks like someone juz made dessert pizza over de weekend
*hint: de one dat juz can't stop playing rugby n claims herself to be aggressive*
hehe ;-)
wif nutella, marshmellows n mars bars..
i wonder wat it taste like. hmmm....
n i still owe her a cheesecake n to teach how to bake it.
hahax =P

i've been doing a fair bit of thinking lately..
abt wat am i to do wif dis life.
will i gonna make it to an airline which i've been eyeing for?
or am i gonna waste my effort of 3 years of study? (all thx to dat freaking old man)
hmmm...
people been criticising abt me going into dat industry..
they said, now not so gd lar... not many companies are opening thier doors lar.. wait till u finish NS n hope there'll be space & de list kept going on..
but i dun care lor..
i've made up my decision since i noe wat i wanted.
no matter wat it takes, i will still fight for it.
words are juz words..
they wont bring me down..
those who noe me well will agree to wat i said.
from young, people thought i was nothin..
but i've made an oath to prove them wrong.
now, it's up to me to make it happened..

den abt my proj, many criticised n still criticise dat it wont work..
but wat do i care?
its my proj, my creation, my idea n my dream.
they said dun do dis.. n dun run it underwater n stuff..
but yet, i still did.
yes it will be damaged, but de idea is to prove de concept n not to make it fully operational.
dats not my job.
i dun have de resources nor de brains to do it.
so let de "operational" part be done by others.
BUT, i'm worried.
from de start of dis proj, i've been worried.
not becoz if it will work.. but more to wat will become to de world if it really works n produced for real time operation.
i've already thought of those consequences..
n its scary.. serious2.
even rite now, "some big people" are looking for companies to build dis thing.
n i dun like de idea of it.
i've read thru their report n stuff..
n i still dun like it.
haiz...
wats wrong wif dis world??

i tynk i'll end here..
wanna go sleep..zzzzzzzzzzzzzz
n oh! i can't wait for de outing! =)
really hope all can be present on dat day.
n hope its gonna be as fun as last time =)
*zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2008-11-21T19:29:00.006+08:00

i'm sick of fyp!
some people juz cant do their work properly.
cant even complete a simple decent job!
might as well i do myself.
den some, a whole load of excuse for not turning up.
so if u guys feel or wanna complain to supervisor, I DUN CARE
i've done my job!
n i've been doing most of de things while u people juz couldnt be bothered or dun de initiative to at least ask for something to do.
Even when u asked, u wont do it properly.
its not like its damn new to u.
u've seen me do how its supposed to be done n some of de things u've even done it in sch practical.
even when i stressed out to u to do or even do de proj, nothin works.
i dun even tynk u can be engineers wif dat kind of lousy attitude n afraid of getting ur hand dirty!!
so, i'm not going to care abt u ppl!
dats my proj, my dream, n i'm gonna make it happen.
with or without ur help!
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kay, lets not talk abt dat anymore.
juz sick of it.
haiz..

life took a diff turn recently.
things doesnt seems to be in my favour.
tell u de truth, i already noe it was coming..
it's juz in me, to be able to sense things where no one else can.
there's more wat dis "sense" can do/sense.
i cant say more abt it here.

i understood wat u said.
n i cant deny it.
it's like de saying "u need 2 hands to clap"
i'm still learning.
its my past dat made me became who i am today.
nobody noes wats soooo significant abt my past dat made me wat i am now.
not even my family nor closest friends.
its something which i've been guarding thruout my existence.
n it will be known to others, when de time comes.

if there's someone who cant clap but there's something dat is able to assist, dat person can still clap..

i dun want to make de same mistakes..
dats y i've stopped where i left.
its not becoz there's no hope..
but its de fear of wat is to come if i continue to be stubborn n press on.
de fear of loosing another friend.
lesson learnt from de past shall be remembered for life.

not out to any person in particular:

all i ever wanted is someone to love n to be loved back.
i dun need complicated relationship.
juz a simple, understanding & trust will do.
i dun need someone to like everytime cares abt stuff like monthnevesary.. juz stuff like aniversary will do.
love n someone to care abt is wat i only need.

i'm juz sick of hearing stories where promises were made to a girl to accept a guy n that he'll never leave.
but in de end, de guy still leave.
where i'm here, not given a chance to even prove myself.

when will i be given a chance? god knows...

2008-11-18T19:44:00.002+08:00

Some stuff that i find interesting:

-The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you knowing that you mean nothing to them.

-We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

-The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in.

-Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?

-If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

Cheers~

2008-11-16T22:58:00.003+08:00

HELL-LOOOOOOOOOOOO THERE U GREAT PEOPLE OUT THERE!

hahax!
still in de mood for Madagascar 2?
lol!
I WANNA GO WATCH IT!
but dunno when..
so, will update abt yesterday n todae...

Yesterday:
rushed to baked de 2nd cheesecake for my cuzin engagement ceremony..
coz before dat, had to rushed to sh to pass some stuff to my friend to do de project.
after dat, had abt 1 hr + to bake it..
supposed to meet de rest of grp member for de debate at 12.30.
but den i didnt make it on time..
cake took longer than expected to bake..
when i reach marina square, its abt 3+pm..
sooo, i brought some cheese cake for them.. hehe paiseh..
den we discuss abt de debate..
den when finish everything, de 4 of us ate de cake..
finished de whole cake (abt 20 to 30cm dia) under 10 mins..
wow!!

after de debate discussion, went off to meet up peeps from Titans.
we're discussing abt de bbq cum catching up session for us Titans.
Ammarah is de one who's leading it, again.. hahahax.
she kinda like de ic for us already
hehe
must really thank n appreciate her for all dat she've done for us =)
kk back to story...
meet de rest at city hall station..
n AS USUAL.. people came late
hahax
n AS USUAL, some people "buih"/"bubble"..
but nonetheless, 6 of us turned up.
went to BK.. AS USUAL..lol
chat a lot..
did a lot of catching up.. hahax
gt to noe wats KINS installation (not sure izit de correct spelling)
found out Perry is doing final year proj abt shit..
yes yes.. de waste dat comes out from us. lolz
Yvonne n Ammarah juz gt thier results for de CAAS papers..
Ammarah secured de job dat i'm wanted! congratz girl! haiz for me...
shaniszah no more wearing braces.. hehe

after dinner together, we walked to SG Flyer n hang ard at de Greeks Theather..
its a cool place sia.. if u go at nite..
very beautiful lights on de floor..
n i MUST say dat dat place romantic! haha
den we discuss abt de bbq n settled for Seoul Garden.
well, it's still bbq wat.. hahax
we did side tracked a lot..haha
n oh! there were also little kids running ard at de centre of de theather, chasing de lights on de floor..
den de topic at kids came about.
we were how we wished we could be like those kids.. sooo care-free n no worries abt life.
coz we're all like gonna be in working life very soon..
haiz...
den talked abt how we pity kids these days..
coz they are growing up in though times where parents force n drive thier kids to have early education, packed thier brains wif useless stuff like piano lesson (which to them is important)..
education in dis country is going at an extremely fast pace..haiz..
n we ALL agreed dat our batch is de ginny pig batch where we werestuck between de too strict n not too strict era n like all de changes we get to experience it first..haiz.. sad..
abt 9.30++, we left for home..

Today:
went to my cuzin's engagement ceremony..
VERY happy for him =)
when we reach cuzzin house, many people already arrived.
so we juz join in, have some food n waited for de time to leave there to go to de bride to be house.
n yes, yet again... i became de videoman AGAIN..
shoot here n there..
den watched de engagement ring get on to de bride to be finger..
n i thought to myself... how lucky she is.. to have a husband who's gonna make big money n haf a very gd life.. n to have a husband as an aircraft engineer in SIA.
i wonder if i could be like him... to be able to give all dat for de one i love
anywayz, after all done at her house, went back to cuzzins place.
tell them everything n dat all went well..
more chatting wif cuzzins while eating more food. hahax
more photos between ourselves..hehe
den time to go home..

OKAY DONE!
will upload de photos soon.
gotta sleep n prepare for de stupid debate tml.. haiz..
till next time!

~euuu didnt see aannything........................ *doing de madagascar's penguin hand wave* =P *

2008-11-10T20:43:00.006+08:00

Okay! todays's post will sound a lil insane.
wanna spice things up abit here.
sooooo, thought of putting up dis crazy post =D

WELCOME TO MADAGASCAR!
MADAHUHA??!!
NOT "HUHA", "ASCAR"..!

LOL!!

The 2nd movie will be out dis week.. so i tot, y not get in de mood for it?
hahakz!

i like to moove it moove it!
u like to moove it moove it
we like to.. moovie it!!

De 1st movie was awsome seh..
still remember, i 1st watched it in JB wif family.
but de sad part was, we got de front row seats.. as in REALLY REALLY front row.
but it was worth it.
Hoping dis 2nd movie will be as gd n hillarious as de 1st one.

N i especially like de cute lil furball guy (King Julien's assistant), i dunnoe wats dat animal is called. hehe
coz he's smart, sacarstic & cute all at de same time. hahax!

2008-11-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

DIS IS COOL STUFF!

testing testing

cool!

Vote for me yaw!

I'm a master Jedi! nyeheheh!

Today morning went to NUS to watch liyana n her team's contact rugby friendly match..

tot i was going to be late, but she was even later!

but anywayz, went there by bus.. direct bus hehe =P

den went to de sitting area n waited for her..

while waiting, watch de teams warmed up

den she came abt half an hour after i did.. lucky her team havent start de kick off yet.

den sat there n watched de games..

pasang telinga here n there (secretly hear wat others ard me are talking abt)..

n i learnt some stuff abt de game! =)

*see! i told u i'll learn something =P *

but de thing i remembered most is wat de coach said..

"if u wanna change direction of where u're running, but there's someone in front of u, do u slow down or maintain speed? U'll accelerate rite? "

veri2 usefull tips..

there's more but i lazy to list them here.

n for de record, it's not boring lar.

its kinda fun to see de players kena brought down, fall n tumble, n de drama =D

at de end, they had a gd game..

after dat, went off to chinatown to buy stuff for proj..

haiz..

when i reach there, kinda hungry..

so stop over at chinatown point's macs n had fillet-o-fish..

regained energy n off to continue my journey.

buy 2 sets of engine units n fuel pumps..

den went home..

dats all for today!

2008-11-04T19:53:00.003+08:00

rain rain rain rain rain...
juz when i was abt to hop on to my bike at sch, it started pouring.. haiz..
so waited wif kelvin n clement @ de auditorium for de rain to subside.
meanwhile, i go kepo n help kelvin screw in de screws for his grp fyp's blades. hehe
den when rain no more, quickly cabot!
scared later de clouds changed thier minds..
but den, it started pouring again while i was passing by ngee ann poly.
haiyo! i spoke to soon.
didnt stop though.. coz going to reach my destination already..

Today:
i thought i could start sanding down Leviathan today..
but when i tried, i found out it's a 2 man's job.. haiz..
need de other person to hold de craft.
n TODAY IS BORING!
i hope dis doesnt drag on for de rest of de week sia..

i noe it's a short post..
but its still a post.
hahax..
later people say i nvr update. =P

Quote for de day: How come dat TP using a P plate?

ps: ROSLIYANA eksyen, dah malas nak reply my sms n tak tag at my tagboard when she visits
dis blog. =P hehehe jk jk.

2008-11-01T01:30:00.003+08:00

Been tynking since thurs..
saw something which i could not resist to read more abt it..
this could be my once in a life time opportunity..
an opportunity for me to persue wat i've been dreaming for since young..

people will tynk i'm crazy..
people will tynk i can never make it..
n most of all, people will tynk i dun love my family if i persue dat dream..
but wat do i care, those are juz people's thoughts n opinion..
i make my own decisions..
my life, I DECIDE!

but currently, there're 2 things dat are hindering me from applying..
NS n de people ard me..
coz if i've been accepted in it, i wont be here anymore..
not at home nor in dis island..
i wan to be wif my loved ones in every steps..
but i'll need to sacrifice all those..

I dun care abt de money..
I dun care if wat i'll be getting is de same as wat other normal people are getting..
All i want, is to do wat i was born to do..
I cant stop dis passion..
n i've personally recieved words from people who are qualified abt my ability..
They're de ones who had trained n personally assessed me..
BUT IT'S BECOZ OF MY HEALTH CONDITION DAT IS MAKING IT HARD FOR ME TO GET THERE.

i juz wished i could turn back time n forced myself not to wear dis stupid plastic in front of my eyes..
i didnt know wat i wa doing when i wa a kid..
i never knew dat i'll be heading into dis field..
if i knew, i wouldnt have even want to wear dis 2 plastics..

but nonetheless, i can correct it back if i gt de money..
to persue my dream..
to do wat i do best..
to do wat i was born to do..

Singapore or Abu Dhabi..?
i'm still tynking..
but time is knocking louder on my door day by day..
n chances will be limited as days pass by..
Singapore or Abu Dhabi..?

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BECOZ OF U NOW, I'M TYNKING MORE OF GOING!

WATS DE POINT OF GROWING OLDER IF U CANT EVEN HAVE UR OWN LIFE??!!

U DUN NOE DE PEOPLE I'M WIF WHEN I'M OUTSIDE!

SO STOP STEROTYPING PEOPLE IF U DUN EVEN NOE WHO I HANG ARD WIF!

NOT EVERYONE IS DE SAME AS WAT U TYNK THEY ARE!

I GREW UP IN AN ENVIRONMENT WHICH U DUN WAN ME TO BE IN.

BUT I STILL MANAGED TO NOT GET INFLUENCED.

I BET U DON'T EVEN NOE DAT I HAVE TO PUT UP WIF ALL DE SCRUTINIES N COMMENTS BY THEM!

EVEN SO, I STILL CONTACT N GO OUT WIF THEM WITHOUT GETTING MYSELF INTO DE THINGS DAT U DUN LIKE.

AFTER ALL DAT, U STILL CANT TRUST ME TO BE ON MY OWN?!

THX A LOT!!

U'RE JUZ ADDING ON DE REASONS Y I SHOULD MOVE AWAY FROM HERE.

2008-10-20T08:12:00.002+08:00

*takes a huge breath n fuuuuhhh!*

*coughs* my cuzzins are right.. the dust here is tremedous! hahax
been busy lar.. fyp, sch, family stuff n personal life.

anyway, i woke up super early dis morning, ard 6, bathe n got ready only to realise dat my lesson starts at 10! arghh!! maybe i should make a habit to check my timetable de night b4. haiz...

Been superdy duper busy wif final year project.
dats becoz, MY PROJECT GOT INTO THE EXHIBITION DURING SP OPEN HOUSE! yay!! now must really make it happen liaoz..
dateline very near already.
n de final model is halfway done.
now very worried it wont sink.. hmmm..
oh yar, did i mentioned dat de test model flew successfully? hahax!
yeah! but i crashed it during de 2nd test flight.
was actually doing a perfomance flight test..
but it failed me during de last turn juz before landing.. like wth -.-"
it smashed into pieces sia!
but we managed to glue it back together n its ready for flight =)
but sadly, de camera didnt survived.. haiz..
but overall, i was damn realived dat it flew n de camera captured a fantastic view from de sky *smile from ear to ear =) *
u guys should have seen de image from de screen sia. its like, WOW!
now, its full speed ahead for de rest of de weeks to come.
wanna thank my team members for all thier hard work n sacrificed their time for de proj.. well, except for 1.. haiz..

sat after doing de fibreglass coating (for de final model) in sch, met up wif a friend..
den went to watch de bouldering competition in my sch..
after dat, we went to Lido to fulfill my promise to her..
coz i promised i'll treat her for her b'dae! hahahahax!
eat quite a lot sia..
we wanted Taco bell at 1st.. but to our dissapointment, it's no longer there! haiyah..
den we settled for LJS instead..
spent de whole day there.. eating n chatting..
den we went to catch a movie.
Max Payne was de title but it was a disapointment sia..
we thought its gonna be like those angelic devil monster kinda movie.. skali its juz a story abt some police officers fighting bad guys. n de monsters are juz hallucinations..haiz...
den we starting was a bit slow..
n de ending was very abrupt. tsk tsk tsk..
ps: invite me to some of ur games lar.. maner tau i'll catch a thing or 2 abt rugby n maybe u'll see me in de field one day? hahahahax =p

I wonder wats ur motive of sending dat msg in de morning.
u still gt de face to ask me wat was i doing at dat time, as if nothing happened in de past?
not even an apology or anything? n its like nothin happened between us?!
den when i replied, u dun even bother to reply back.
so wat are u expecting from me?!
if u really care, u wouldnt had done all those things to me.
n if u really care, u would haf already given me an explantion for all the things dat had happened between us!

2008-09-28T22:52:00.003+08:00

I was tagged by 2 person to do dis.. soooo, i'm gonna do it for both of them at de saqme time. hehe. de 1st person was Nurul (my dearest cuzzin =D ) n de 2nd was Amirah! hahax. so here goes..

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1. The person who tag you is Nurul n Amirah.

2. Your relationship with him/her is cuzzin n friend =)

3. Your five impression of him/her. Nurul:quiet, shy, cute, very gd listener n Siti Nurhaliza's look-a-like/Junior.. hehe =). Amirah: noisy at times, sacarstic at times =P, eats very little, likes to go out n veri de manja =D

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you. Nurul: always willing to listen n comment n give solution to my prob wif someone =). Amirah: asked me out to accompany her go buy birthday gift n cake den after dat go eat. hahax!

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you. Nurul: Oh my GAY!! (her version of OMG). Amirah: woiii!! (dats how she'll always start a conversation wif me)

6.If he/she become your lover, you will... NEVER & NEVER. lolz. coz she's my cuzzin n she's attached.

7. If he/she become your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be... nah.. not gonna happen.

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will... Finds wats wrong wif us n will try my best to work things out.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be..I haf no idea.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is Nurul: get her to meet a new guy other than juz ALIFF AZIZ. =P Amirah: disturb her coz she keep forcing me to do dis survey n write her comments on her friendster. hahax! jk jk. =P

11. Your overall impression of him/her is Sweet n Sweet!

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? i dunno coz diff ppl haf diff impression of me.

13. The characters you love about yourself are. There's no point for me to say dat.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are. Being stubborn not giving up on things n situation.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is to be de best pilot dat de world could ever asked for =)

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thank you all for ur support during my darkest time. I'll try my best to recover, but onli time will tell.. I realli appreciate all ur efforts.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you pass to people that have blog only.
1.Fiza
2.Fathin Hanani
3.Ema
4.Mira Sakura
5.Hazwani
6. Kassim
7.Atiqah
8.Azean
9.Anyone (coz i dun haf any more choices left. =P )
10.Anyone (coz i dun haf any more choices left. =P )

18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? Single!

19. Is no.9 a male or female? I dunnooooo..

20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? No ans for dat.. hehe

22. What is no.2 studying about? Not sure.. wat do JC ppl study ar?

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Last nite! =)

24. What kind of music band does no.8 like? hmmm.. gd question. hehe

25. Does no.1 have any siblings? yea.

26. Will you woo no.3? errr... i dun tynk i should ans dat. (Ema! i didnt put u as no.3 on purpose.. realli sorry..)

27. How about no.7? i dun tynk so.. she's too young. hehe

28. Is no.4 single? i guess so? haha

29. What is the surname of no.5? Malay got no surname. haha

30. What 's the hobby of no.10? No idea.

31.Does no.5 and 9 get along well? dunnoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

32. Where is no.2 studying at? Inova JC

33. Talk something casually about no.1: She's my Assistant Sargent Major in my unit (Swiss Cottage NCC Air) whom currently dawn de rank of 3rd Sargent. A loyal n dedicated cadet who always listen n respect her superiors (like me! hehe). Not forgetting, a great friend who never fails to help in times of need. =)

34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? No lar... she's juz a friend =)

35. Where does no.9 live at? Who's no.9?

36. What colour does no.4 like? Havent asked yet.. hehe

37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend? Nope. They never met before.

38. Does no.1 have any pets? Not sure.. dun haf i tynk.

39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Everyone is sexy! coz diff ppl view sexiness differently. there're even ppl who tynks William Hung is sexy! lolz!

40. What is no. 10 doing now? Who's no.10 again?

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ok done! =)

To her:
I really appreciate ur msg dat u sent on both nites.
It does put a smile on my face.
But now, i dunno wats wrong n wats hapenning.
I thought we were back as we were before..
Tell me dat i'm wrong to tynk dat i was wrong.
How i wished u could feel n realised wat i'm feeling rite now...

2008-09-14T17:00:00.002+08:00

It's now all over!

i'll miss u as a FRIEND..

2008-09-06T06:10:00.001+08:00

Tiba-tiba engkau ada
Kemudian engkau hadir
Laksana kerdil ku memeluk
Lihat aku lebih dalam
Di matamu ku melihat
Ada cinta yang tersirat
Sirami hati merebak
Barangkali aku salah
Ku terdiam bukan bisu
Tahu engkau besar malu
Tutupi rasa gelisah
Biar saja waktu nanti
Yang menikmati kisah ini
Bersamamu aku senang
Belum juga kah kau menyadarinya
Akulah yang pantas untuk kau cintai
Di bawah langit biru aku bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa ertinya cinta
Erti cinta ini sudah menelan waktuku
Siang malam hanya untuk fikirkan engkau
Sejuta kali aku berani bersumpah
Diriku tanpamu apa ertinya cinta

2008-09-01T22:57:00.010+08:00

Today marks de 1st day of 2008's fasting month.
n today, despite all de shit dat i've gone through for de past few days, i still managed to bring myself up n start my Final Year Project in proper.
As today, i n 2 other group members, we went to get all de stuff needed for de prototype of dat dumb thing dat i'm going to create (to remind myself, it was my dumb idea to come out wif dat dumb project/idea/concept).
Juz hope it'll be over soon.
n i'm not expecting something great from it coz IT WILL FAIL N WILL NOT WORK!
So y did i came up wif dat idea n want to do it?
I DO NOT KNOW!
Who am i kidding here? there can never be such a thing as a vehicle or craft dat can do BOTH fly & go underwater.
combining an aircraft and a submarine to become a new type of vehicle?
dat must be de dumbest thing dat u could come out wif, adi.
haiz.........................................................
so ADI, STOP PROVING TO DE WORLD DAT U ARE SMART..
COZ U ARE NOT!
de incident dat happened when u graduated from sec 5, is juz a dream.
it was pure luck.
NOTHIN MORE!
so dun push it.

there... all said n thrown there..

sorry if u guys dun like wat i wrote..
my apollogies..

Specially To Her:
u may not read dis...but i just gonna write it here.
coz dis is wat my heart wants to say.. n i'm gonna fulfill my promise to it.

From de day dat i met u on de net, i've always thought u were different from de other gerls dat i've met.
U came to me n asked if u could get to know me.
n u were de 1st to ever do dat.
i really mean de 1st ever.

when u let out ur feelings abt how u could not find a guy to be de one for u, i felt like u are going through wat i've been going through.
n truthfully, de thought of "u might be de one" did crossed my mind.
but i didnt let it carried me away from de reallity dat i've juz met u.
n de reality dat we need time to get to know each other before i could tell if u are really de one.

U were also de 1st gerl ever to ask me out.
n i really mean 1st ever.
I have never regretted it till today..

u are de 1st person to use de terms to call ourself whenever u sms.
u made me feel dat i'm wanted.

Now, we know each other better.
by knowing u, u made me realise dat there's a light at de end of my darkness.

Each day, i look forward to chat wif u (be it on de phone n on de net).
n each day, i began falling for u...
not becoz of ur look alone, but de inner beauty dat u have.
u are who u are, n i hope u could stay dat way.
i may not be as perfect as some guy in ur featured friends list.. but wat i've been giving & showing u, is ikhlas dari hati yg tidak seberaper ini.
kalau itu tidak mencukupi, i haf nothin more to offer other than my heart & my sincerity.

U became my pillar of strength..
n i need u.
without u, everything in my life becomes not worth to fight for.

if u must know, i cant sleep at night knowing u didnt reply my msg.
coz i know something is wrong between us.
if u must know, i kept on thinking if u are going out or going after someone else.
n i'm exhausted juz thinking abt it.
Do u know dat it hurts?

u had given me light..
n now, it seems like u're taking away dat light back no matter how hard i tried to keep it there.
I dun need a hot babe nor a crazy wild party goer.
all i need is someone to love n to be loved back.

De reason y i didnt msg u for these few days is becoz i thought u need ur personal space.
n even if i did sms u, u've not been replying..
if u tynk i was hesitant to go all out, there's a reason behind it.
There was once "a used to be estremely close friend" gave me an advice before she left.
she said, "u dun haf de right to go into a girl's private life no matter how much u love her"
Becoz of dat, i dun wan my history to happen again..
I dun want to loose u.

i had once asked u personally if i could be de one..
n ur ans was no (despite wat u & i had gone through)..
if u're going after someone else or something was unsettled wif ur previous one, then it explains it all..

but now, i've really fallen for u becoz of who u are inside n NEVER becoz of i pity u.
if time is wat u need, den time is wat i'm willing to give.
if i were u asked u again, for de 2nd time... would u, Fahzilla?

2008-08-26T18:33:00.005+08:00

For dis post, i wanna share a story........
ahemm! =D

This is a story abt a gerl named "Lucky".
One fine day, she surfed de net.. in search of new friends.
She randomly selects guys' profiles n adds them to her list of friends in one of her social network website.
However, there was this paticular guy that she took the time to leave him a personal msg.
In that msg, she left her email add & mobile no hoping to be able to have a conversation with him.

The guy, named Fluky, was supprised to received dat personal msg.
He then adds Lucky's email to his contact list.
About a day after, they finally met each other on the net for the very 1st time.

Like normal people do, they got to know about each other.
They chatted for abt an hour or so as lucky needs to go off.
Before she went off, she asked Fluky a question, "Did i left you my number in the personal msg?". Fluky replied, "Err.. yah. y?". "oh.. because i was expecting a msg from you after that", Lucky replied. So from that moment on, they began msging each other.

A week has passed since they 1st chat. They are pretty thankful that fate had brought them together. Lucky then decided that they should meet up. Fluky was stunned when she said that. He thought that it might be too fast for a meet up. The other half of his heart however said to him that, both of them will meet each other eventually. So, Fluky agreed. They went for a movie after Lucky finish work. Fluky picked her up from her work place & they headed down to a cineplex. They had dinner after the movie, in which they got to know more about each other.

As days pass by, they become closer. Fluky began falling deeper for Lucky but doesnt know how to tell her. Fluky decided to ask Lucky out, after about 2 weeks after their 1st meet. Fluky brought her to the beach. They took a walk by the beach, but the weather didn't seem to be on his side. They sat at a bench, facing the sea. He said to her, "It's very peaceful here". Lucky just smiled & nods her head. Fluky wanted let Lucky know the truth, abt his feelings towards her. But it began to rain before he could even say it. They then ran to a nearby shelter & waited for the rain to stop before heading back to where they had thier lunch before that. They then sat there & began chatting. Fluky then asked if what would she do if someone she knows, comes up to her & ask if she could be his Gf. She replied, "If he is a good guy, then i'll probably say yes. If not, I would say no". Fluky wanted to tell her but the situation doesnt allow him to.

Should he or should he not tell her? What if he is going to tell her, how would he do it? Hmmm...

2008-08-26T18:09:00.006+08:00

hey there!
long time no blog.
been very superdy dupper busy this past few weeks =)
got lab reports to submit..
got individual system report to submit..
den got final test on aircraft engine (one of de major killer)..
haiz..
juz hope all of it will turn out good.

exams started abt a week ago.
n i'm proud to say dat DE KILLER PAPERS ARE OVER!!
hahahax!
yay!!
at least most of de worries are off my shoulders. hehe =D

now left wif 1 more paper..
n from de looks of it, its gonna be pretty easy..
i hope i'm rite. hehe
almost done revising for dat paper.. tynk can finish by tonite.
n tml still got 1st half of de day for last preparation before de paper.

oh yar! almost forgot..
wanna dis share a pix.
n it's genuinely created by me! =p
it's actually a melody box (for one of my lab project)..
u noe, de box dat can produce some childhood melodies? hahax
lecturer wants us to design it (so dat it wont look like a plain black coloured box).
soooooooooooooo i designed it like dat lor! lol!
got 2 purpose for dis design..
firstly because de shape is already like de character itself (soo it was easier to make it like dat)
secondly is to distract de one grading it to not notice de ugly circuit n soldering job inside it.
hehe =P
hopefully he will be distracted by its cuteness. hahax
kk soooo here are de pix:

ps: u could even see my revision notes beside it. lolx!

2008-08-02T02:30:00.002+08:00

gd early morning!

many ppl must be tynking dat i'm nuts to be up at dis hour n post an entry.
hmmm maybe dats true in a certain extent? ahax

few hours ago, had night bike riding lesson on public road.
n to be honest, i was freaking worried abt it.
coz its been a freaking long time since i drove on public road.
n wats more, that was de 1st time i drove/ride on public road by myself..
coz usually dad will be sitting beside while i drive.
haiz..
but lucky i passed. =D
got few comments from de instructor.. both gd n bad.
but i tynk i'll keep it to myself.

de feeling was diff when on de road.
coz riding on a bike makes de other vehicles looks huge! haha
n we were travelling quite fast..
I almost flew off coz i underestimated de power of de wind at those kinda speed. lolz
but overall, its gd to be back on de road again. hehe.

hmmmm....
while doing dis entry, i'm actually doing my sch work/report n baking a cheesecake at de same time.
hahax
gila me.. =P
now waiting for the top crust to brown..
n i need more sleep!
been lacking of dat since these past few days. haiz..
all becoz of lab reports, projects n assignment lar!
datelines are getting nearer by the hour..
haiyo!

oh yar! if u guys are wondering why i'm baking it..
its actually for a family occasion (kenduri) for my mum side.
dis sun is de day for it.
n i need to bake 2 cheesecakes before sun..
soo i guess i gt another few more hours to bake de 2nd one? hahax

kk! i tynk de crust is already brown..
going to take it out fro de oven now!
gotta rush.
n its 2.47am now! =)

adios!

2008-07-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

long time no blog!
here's something to keep dis thing alive.. haha
btw, i've changed de song on dis blog!
veri2 de nice wif veri2 beautiful lyrics.
kept listening to it all de time
hahax!

hmmm.. lets talk abt todae, shall we?

1st things 1st, wishing HAPPY B'DAY to my mum!

abt today..
morning went for lab session in sch.
was stuck in a traffic jam while on de way to sch. damn!
supposed to reach there at exactly 8 (usual estimate time from boarding to alighing)
but then reach half hour late.. lucky he havent start de class coz soooo little people reach class.
after more people arrived, class started.
went on doing de practical..ended at 9.30am
after dat, ate breakfast/lunch at foodcourt.
ate de usual kway teow wif chicken chop =)
after eating, me n the people i hang out wif went to VIVO! hahax
Coz i wanna buy mum's present at The Body Shop n one of my friend wanna buy slippers at vivo.

so at vivo, i go look for de perfume..
after dat, we all go walk2 ard de place.
visited de sky garden (de one wif de alot of water at de most top floor) haha
den continue walk2..
stopped by Best denki.
we tried de new Grandturismo 3 wif de Gt steering wheel.
haha
fun sia..
after dat, we headed back to sch n prepare for de late afternoon test. (sempat seh we all enjoy kat vivo!)

so, reached sch at abt 12pm.
found a place n we did our revision.
haha
den! i met "dat person" in de same room as us. damn!
should haf known better dat she'll be there wif dat tak sadar diri nyer idiot.
but nonetheless, hacked cared abt her n continue revising.

test started at 3.30pm.
kinda not bad actually. haha
but gt 1 question all of us kena con by lecturer. lol
but i did managed to answer part of it. hehe
after test, went home n celebrated mum's b'day.
loads of FOOD!! haha

chiaoz!

ps: I would like to dedicate dis song to her. (NOT de "dat person")
she never fail to make my day even better before de day ends.
If onli she could know..

~Been feeling lost ,
can’t find the words to say.
Spending all my time stuck in yester day
where you are is where i want to be.
Next to you, you're next to me~

2008-07-03T20:57:00.014+08:00

~Pix of de day! lolz!~

Today, 3rd july 2008, marks de 1st time ever i went for a surgery.
Eventhough it was juz a minor one.
Went to Bukit Batok poly for it.
So i left sch at abt 1.30.. went home den rest a while.
went out wif dad @ abt 2.30 together wif his bike. haha
den register bla bla bla.. before i know it, it's my turn!
sooo went into de rm..
was shocked to see soooooooooooooo many ngee ann attachment students in dat rm sia! hahax
heard dat they wanted to see de surgery.
den doc explained to me some stuff den asked if ca go ahead wif it.
den i stoned for a while after hearing dat he gonna slice par of de flesh at de toe n cut away part of de nail..
but den, i agree in de end.. hahax
after dat, i joked wif de doc.. said if he could put me to sleep before de surgery.. lol
sooooo he & de nurse prepared de stuff & de surgery was underway.
de student were quite a motivational source, i should say.. hahax
lucky they were there seh.. if not, tynk i'll get even more nervous. hehe

Oh yar! since i'm at dis topic, wanna post a shoutout to those who were in there during de surgery: Veri big thank you for being there to watch through de entire surgery! u gurls & dude did boosted up my morale during de surgery. dunno if i could ever tahan de entire procedure without u guys there =) veri big thx to de doc for perfoming de surgery eventhough i was a bit troublesome coz kept saying can feel a bit of pain. hehe.. N a very big thx to de nurse for de wonderful bandage wrapping! coz the blood still havent leak out. hehe =) & a veri veri veri big thank you to my dad for sending me & stayed in de room during de operation. hehe =) & pls do drop me a tag at de tag board if u guys happened to pass by here =)

den gt dis girl, very de curious.. hahax. she realli2 paid attention when de doc was explaining some stuff to me..

den kept asking her friend abt de procedure or something like dat..
den kept asking if it hurts or not.. lol!
cute seh.
den she & her friend kept telling me "relax! relax!" hahax
dats y i say, they were de source of motivation during de surgery.. hehe
den during de surgery, i kinda took a look at almost each of their faces.
they were all giving de "ouch!" expression.. hahax!
& of course lar, it did hurt a little.. coz de injected medicine took effect (can feel de numbness)
den after de doc is done cuting n all, de nurse took over to bandaged up de toe (like de pix).
big sia! hahax
after everything ended, went to get penadol extra.. to relieve de pain once de numbness disappear.
while waiting for dad to get de penadol, can feel de pain kicking in slowly..
soo called him to quickly get it & off we head home.. wif a bike.
sooo imagine lar a person after kena surgery on toe, kena bandaged at de toe, riding at de back of de motor.. lolz!

oh yar... forgot to update abt 2 other major eventS dat happened last week. hehe kk here it goes!
____________________________________________________________________

~Memory from de minor accident~
on tues, dis week, gt into a minor accident during bike pract.
i must admit dat it was my fault.maybe becoz i didnt focus during de incident.Dis is wat happened:

was supposed to perfrom an emergency brake.
& it was my 3rd try for de day (coz had other courses to do since it was juz a circuit review)..
sooooo as per normal, accelerated qucikly to 30km/h..
den when it's time to brake, i ACCIDENTALLY pressed my front brake too sudden!
soooo de consequences of dat is:

1. my front wheel kena locked by de brakes
2. handle bar kena lock towards de right.
3. skidded to de right & fall on de left side of de bike.
4. kena drag for a some dist by my own bike.
5. back part of de bike fell onto my left ankle, sooo kinda busted dat ankle.
6. my visor on my helmet (de part dat cover de face), flew off from de helmet.

soo yeah.. tynk dats abt all.
lucky my ankle was not fracture sia.
& lucky nothin happened to my left shoulder.. coz i kinda land on dat shoulder.
after dat fall, i gt up.. & told de inst dat i wanna rest for a while.
but den de inst like insist dat he'll get a car to send me home.. hahax!
but nvm lar.. wanted to continue.
sooo after abt 15 mins rest, got onto de bike & continue practice de emergency brake. hehe
*stubborn me*
after session ended, called dad to pick me up..
coz cannot tahan de pain on my ankle anymore.
____________________________________________________________________

was involved in de Singapore Youth Festival opening Ceremony.
held in sg indoor stadium, juz like affirmation.
we flew de Indoor Flying Object (IFO)/ radio controlled kites =D
den during de final week, came down for rehearsal in de stadium.
N i must say dat, de team is realli getting bigger! & gt twins summore hahax
veri warm welcome to all de new team members!
sooooo during de rehersals, flew a few rounds of practice.. need to get familiar wif de new settings in de stadium.
coz unlike affrimation, there was a centre stage hanging from de ceiling.. soo our hight limit was kinda shorten =(

den last thurs was de Preview show!
but de sad thing is, i crashed towards de end of our segment =(
haiz...
in fact, all de veteran flyers, including myself, crahsed. haiz..
dat was de 1st time all of us crashed during a real show in front of sooo many people..
but lucky de lights were off.. sooo the audience cant realli see who crashed.

de next day:
its de acutal day.
rehersal started in de afternoon, after 2pm..
sooo met taufiq & idham at de mosque near de stadium for fri prayers..
after dat, walked all de way to de stadium..
hot sia on dat day! ahax
when we reach, i change to half 'u' den prepare my kite & charge my battery.
after dat, suppose to go for a final rehearsal..
but den the organiser didnt let us noe dat we haf to book a rehearsal time..
sooo all of us were like.. wth?! rehearsal also need to book ar? how come dun wan a final full combine rehearsal?
soooo we u turn back to our room... sat there & rest..
15 mins before our turn for rehearsal, our boss pulled us into another small room, wif de lights off to regain our focus & to keep ourself calm. hehe
during de rehearsal, i didnt crashed.
soooo happy sia! haha
when de guest started to arrive slowly, we all changed to out full 'u' & wait for it to start.
meanwhile, we all got a chance to take a grp photo outisde de staduim wif Danny's veri damn gd camera.. hahax
his gf came down also.. sooo she was de one who pressed de button hahax
after dat, we continued waiting in de room..
den i kena sprayed perfume by danny's gf!
i was like "how come u spray girl's perfume on me sia? now i gt girl smell!"
hahahahahahaha!
den she said, " de smelly smell form outside is entering de room already"
-.-"
den she go spray again on danny! lol

kk. soo back to de main story..
1/2 hr b4 our turn, we kena dragged again into de small room to do de same stuff
den we go standby at our locations..
after dat, de show kicked off.. wheeeee!
i didnt crashed! woooooohooooooo!!
aftre everything ended, packed de stuff & deposit at danny's car (to be sent back to hq)
some of them went back hq.. but den me, bro, twins & matt stayed back..
we went to starbucks for coffee!
den we kinda created a name if starbuck & coffee bean were to join venture..
it's called "Coffeebuck Bean!" hahax!! =P
drink & chat for quite long..
den head home at 11pm..

hahax! kk dats all for de updates! =D
____________________________________________________________________

To someone whom i've known for 3 years,
whom i've thought de things dat u love to do now (flying rc) for those 3 years & now, u're getting gd at it,
whom i admire ur kindness & thoughtfullnes to others:

u've changed a lot! eversince u enter jc.
i dunno if u changed becoz u're growing up, or becoz of dat JC attitude dat all jc girls tend to get when they into jc.
u've already almost lost me twice!
& i noe it's my defect for being like dat..
but i'm trying my best to avoid it!
i noe wat u said to me are juz a cover up.. coz deep down, i noe u were after someone eventhough u are stubborn to let it out.
& i'm realli realli realli trying my best to treat u like a friend, juz like before.
but it's u're de one who are making things difficult!
u now treating me like a nobody eventhough u said u'll juz treat me as firends.
do u know, u're treating me as if i no longer exist in dis freaking world?!
coz its damn freaking obvious!
msg u, never even bother to reply.. but when i asked my bro to msg u, u replied to his msg. (dat was on purpose to prove it to myself!)
den u asked my bro to help u in fixing ur kite, while i was juz directly infront of u waiting for mine own kite to finish drying up.
& there're more.. but i dun wan to say it here.

Dis is wat i wanna say to u:
-If u dun to see my pathetic face anymore, den juz say it! n i'll scram from every trainings soo dat u can haf peace while doing ur job (do u know dat i even had second thoughts of attending de camp, de syf thing & even for weekly trainings?)

-If u dun wanna loose me as a friend, den at least treat me as if i realli do exists in dis world!
_________________________________________________________________________________

This is to someone whom i knew for abt half a year.
i dun understand y u ignore me now.. y soo sudden?
i dun understand wat i've done wrong till kau sanggup buat macam ni.

all i hope now is dat for u to tell me wat i've done wrong.
& for us to treat each other like wat we used to.

2008-06-29T20:51:00.006+08:00

okay... last post for de updates.
shall dedicate dis post for our 1st cuzin outing =)

Date: 21/6/08
Time: 11am
Location: Pasir Ris Interchange

Me, bro & sis reached 1st! @ exactlty 11am ON DE DOT!
hahax
after dat went to white sands to buy bottle drink for later, while waiting for kassim & ema.
but den sumthing caught my eyes..
polar's choc eclare! jeng jeng jeng!!
lolz.
cant resist it seh..
soo asked my sis to buy for me but den each of us bought 1..
in de end, we bought 3 eclares hahax!

after dat, head back to interchange coz kassim & ema reached already.
waited for didi & nurul for a few mins, & off we went to pasir ris park!
de journey was long & tiring.. hahax

we went straight to kassim's n ema's usual hang out location at de beach..
(macam dah selalu seh gi saner lolz!)
unpacked all de stuff & food..
& we went to attack de food straight on! hahax
didi & nurul brought pasta goreng & amlifier (for mp3) O.O
i brought sausage in buns.
kassim & ema brought sandwich & snacks. oh yar.. almost forgot abt de balloons. hehe

we ate & laugh like there's no tml
played games like uno, bluff & de one dat u haf to put balloons on ur tummy & form a line den walk for a couple of metres & obstacles (sorry ar.. forgot de name).
after dat, de eating frenzy continued.. by me & didi.. n eventually kassim hahax
coz we had to finish up de pasta =D
de rest all bloated..

soon, we went off to rent bikes!
rent for 2 hrs.
we cycled from PRP to Sungai Api-Api.
den cycle to mangrove..
den back to PRP..
rest for a while den sent back de bikes..

next, we went to e-hub @ downtown east.
played arcade till we dropped dead due to exhaustion hahax
as usual, i attack I D 4.. to try my luck again.. hahax
but my sis go press enter b4 i could even slot in my card.. wth =.=
argh!
but nvm i continue playing..
den played de shooting game for 4 players..
i conquered them! lol! sorry ar.. no hard feelings =P
played mario racing game..
& to my surprise, we need to take a snapshot of our face as a DP for de game..
den ema commented dat my character almost look exactly like me.. -.-"
de best of all.. we played drumania like its out own machine seh.
we practically stayed & played dat game de longest..
all of us took turns for diff songs..
we all tried de super easy one.
but den it proved itself not worthy for our skills. lolz!
after dat, we tried de normal level..
we den regretted dat decision. hahax!
sooo we decided to go back to de easy one hehe
& i cant believe i actually got an "A" for one of de songs!
unbelievable! never in my whole life surpasses a grade E for playing dat game. =P

den met uncle & aunt at e-hub.. & not for getting de so ever cute Aqilah (sorrie if i spelled it wrongly) hehe
den it was time for us to go home...
salam2 everyone..
den didi drove me, bro n sis to pasir ris interchange..
after dat, he went to send ema & kassim home..

~THE END~

PIX PIX PIX!!

~balloon/catepillar game!~

~we were trying to walk~

~all of us trying to pose like statues... but guessed it didnt work =P~

~at least we improved!~

~trying to fit into de pix without him knowing~

~From back row left: nisa, khai, didi, dino, ema, nurul & kassim danial~

~@ mangrove again!~

~interframe again! as quoted from ema~

~i cant believe got an "A" playing dis thing~

2008-06-29T17:59:00.006+08:00

OKAY! moving on to de 2nd post. i shall dedicate dis post for my cuzin's wedding (for both sat & sun)

Day 1, Sat:

Let me start by saying.. I'm de videoman for both days!

hahax

tiring but it was worth de sweat.

reached my cuzin's place.. n was nearly late.

den was kinda rush coz my dad forgot to format de disc dat i'm using..

soo abit de kelamkabut..

got some shots at de house & off we went to jurong, de bride's house! hehe

sooooo de journey was kinda wierd to me coz..

imagine, u from de western side & travel to de far eastern side of sg.. after dat u travel again to de far western side of sg.. towards de end, u travel again back to de east.. & lastly, back to west for home.

hahax

but nvm lar.. kinda fun in a way.

kback to story..

once we reach de bride's house, everyone greeted us.

den de ceremony begins..

*fast forward*

after ceremony ended, we had lunch at thier place.

den waited for evening for de photography session, while de rest went back to groom's house

stayed back wif my bro, dad n uncle.

soooo watched them during de session, while bro take pix as well & i took some shots.

veri long leh! haha like 4 or more hours we stayed there

they took pix wif 4 sets of dress & suits. foooh! must haf cost a bomb. hahax

Sooooooooooooo while waiting them to change from diff set, we relax at de void deck where de main wedding area is located.

ate summore.. hehe

den went up n down to take pix..

after dat ate again.. lol! but dis time it's KEBAB! (my fav!) =D

after dat go took summore pix.. hehe

soooo in de end, we left jurong at abt 11pm? hahahahax!

Day 2, Sun:

woke up early..

went for bike pract. (sempat seh.. lol)

but den fail! haha wat to do.. dats my all time weakest subject (now & forever) for both driving & bike.

late morning, we went off to cuzin's place

all prepared already seh.. hahax

waited for de bus & de kompang (which was led by my another cuzin)

mean while had lunch. =D

den when they arrived, i prepared my camcorder & stuff..

by noon time, off we headed down to jurong again!

dis time, its de real deal.

coz this day, everyone is watching on de couple. hahax

like its de main event of de wedding ar.

n!! for de 1st time in my whole 20 years of life, i gt to seat in a wedding car!

lol! =P

i noe its juz a norm car, wif decorated stuff ard it..

but hey! its de VVIP of de day car leh! haha

den got escort summore.hehe

*fast forward*

reach de bride's house & like all traditional malay wedding, de groom walked for a couple of dist from de main area escorted by de kompang & his relatives.

& sooo everything goes as per norm.. hahax

kk some photos form both days--->

~de presents from guy side~

~us having lunch at de bride's place~

~de Uncles & guy cuzzins!~

~Its our turn to conquer de pelamin! cuzins!~

~dun mind us.. we were bored after everything ended =P~

~& de pix of de day goes to dis cuzin of mine!~

cool sia dis last pix.. hahax ;-)

2008-06-29T17:31:00.004+08:00

*takes a deep breathe... & fhooooooooo!*

*coughs!*

wah! soo many dust ar? lol

its been ages since dis blog gt a new post.
soooo i plan to blog abt diff events on seperate posts.
hahax! den can UP my no of posts! hehe =P

k.. lets start wif de june holiday --->

a phrase to describe it...
a holiday which doesnt felt like a holiday.
hahax

boring seh june holiday..
onli gt to enjoy 4 days.
den de rest all need to complete proj seh..
haiz..
soooooooo i'll dedicate dis post to proj. hehe

like other norm students will complain....
HOLIDAY STILL NEED TO COME BACK TO DO WORK!!
hahax
came back to sch like almost every weekdays seh..
spent gazillion hours in de comp lab to draw de stuff dat i'm going to create.
den rite, de drawing kept giving probs due to dimensions & stuff..
soo end up, i kinda kept redoing some parts over n over n over n over n over n over n over *kk stop it* again.. haiz..
irritating seh..
if its simple & a few points never mind lar..
but imagine plotting out 100 points (with de exact dimension) for like 4 to 6 times?!
aiseh... can die sia
but now, its almost complete!
thank god! haha
juz need to put it in 2D form & den send it for approval. hehe
hope it will go smoothly.. *pls pls pls pls pls pls*

& oh! i did de drawings by myself..
soo u all noe lar wat kinda happen in de comp lab..

1 person doing de drawings alone for many weeks,
surround by other groups wif thier members,
& constantly under pressure coz they kept talking abt thiers & seems like they almost complete everything wif perfection..
haizz..
but lucky got some days my other classmates who i'm close to came to do thier drawings..
& i realli2 wanna especially thank Kelvin for coming down in de evening to sch juz to pass his time while waiting to meet his gf.

THANK YOU KELVIN!

soo yar.. tynk dats abt all..
n hmmm....
tynk its abt time i show de world wat i've been working on. hehe =D

~i'm gonna build dis, baby!~

2008-06-04T21:56:00.008+08:00

~Photos from de wedding ceremony at R.O.M~

~preparing de Bunga Rampai~

~Finally we arrived~

~Relatives from my side outside de office~

~the ring! oooooooooooo!~

~The bride & her sis~

~Guy cuzins~

~The moment dat he's been waiting from~

~As u can see, i'm not in de pic. coz i was de one recording de video of this entire event! lols~

Ok done! as promised, uploaded de pix of my cuzin's wedding ceromony @ R.O.M =D
Credits to my bro, coz he's de one taking de photos.

kk abt today.. onli one word to describe it.
BORING!
& again i went back to sch to draw de aircraft.
& to my horror, i found out dat de dimensions & shape is wrong for de airframe!
arghh!!
den re-draw de entire airfoil..
& when i tot it was over, de system didnt accept my new dimensions!
not onli dat, it deleted de new dimension & de old one!! arghhh!!
how frustrating sia!
spent 1 hr juz to re-draw de entire aerofoil/airfoil, & now i'm back where i started.
stupid software!!! arghh!
so de not user-friendly!
i wonder how de engineers in de real world cope wif dis stupid software. haiz...

after dat, rushed to driving centre for bike pract.
today's lesson was kinda tough. & didnt warm up enough to get used to de road..
today learnt how to turn into a corner & go up de steep slope.
& its been a VERI long time since i drove on de road, i kept forgetting to check my blidspot sia!
& since i'm tooo used to activate de signal wif my right fingers (when driving), i kept pressing de horn when i wan to activate or deactivate de signal sia!
veri embarrasing/memalukan seh..
but in de end, i still pass today's lesson =D
but den got these 2 guys ar, veri de eksyen sia..
act like they noe everything & still can comment & laugh at other peoples's mistakes sia..
act like thier skills are dat impressive, but den cannot make it sia. lol
i tynk rite, once they pass, confirm they become mat rempit one. lolz =P
but then, wat a waste sia.. onli 1 of them failed where de other one passed..
haiz.. wasted wasted... =P
should both fail, like dat more best! =D
next lesson is dis sun!
going to learn "lane chain"(as wat my dad always said)/lane change lol!
confirm fail sia..
coz it's been a long time since i did a proper lane change.
summore now got 1 extra burden to carry, unlike driving, which is balancing. haiz..

tml going to redo dat stupid airframe..haiz..
den at night gt another night training.
den dunno if tml wanna overnight there or not seh.
coz de next day need to report back before 8 sia!
fatin fatin.. y u put soo early seh.. hahax =P

chiaoz! =D

2008-06-04T00:53:00.003+08:00

yawnz~
tired sia..
juz came back from night flying training.
dis past few days was kinda busy..
not enough sleep seh..
& de worst part is, I cant believe i spent 2 WHOLE DAYS in sch's com lab to draw out my aircraft!
2 WHOLE days as in realli2 2 WHOLE DAYS! (from de lab open till de lab closes)
wah... no life sia.. lolz
& dats de onli worst part sia..
i took 1 whole day to draw juz de airframe & another whole day to draw de little fin at de sides.
man! how slow cant dat be?
summore i forgot how to use de software.. coz lost tough of it. hehe
sooo was kinda like struggling using de software.
den juz now, had a VERY late lunch & after dat went to HQ for de training.

kk.. now wanna go sleep.. tml another WHOLE day to draw dat thing. haiz...
den tml also gt bike practical. yay! vrooom! vrooom! =P
oh yar.. will post de photos soon.. promise promise =D
hehe
nitez!

I do wish dat de guy, dat u were refering to & told me abt, was me.

I do wish dat u could give me a chance. =)

Tersabut kabut malam,
terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta

2008-05-31T21:23:00.002+08:00

Todae marks a new history in de family.
today, my cuzzin officially got married!
congratz Abg Udin!
may u & kak wati haf a lasting marriage! =)

Todae woke up damn early but found myself to be sleeping once de alarm rang. lol!
soo in de end, kinda woke up abit late.
den rush to bathe & prepare to go out.
once reach my cuzin's place, took some video shots while waiting for de groom to get ready (making some final touch ups) hehe
den we made our way to R.O.M.

Oh yar, i forgot to mention... I was de video man for de day! lol.

kk.. back to today.
waited for a while for the rest to arrive, including de bride.
den at abt 8.50, de ceremony starts.
it was a short & simple official ceremony.. but veri meaningfull. =)
after dat, we went to take photos at de place where R.O.M had already set.
after dat, returned back to cuzin's place for some feast & prayers.
after dat, we lepak ard till it's time to go home.
Btw, when we were lepak-ing, me, fahmi & didi fell alseep sia! lol
we were tooo tired & sleepy.
coz last night, i stayed up quite late to do some proj work..
den fahmi, i guess he stayed up late too..
den didi, juz returned from training (NS lar.. haha)..
soo yar.. dat kinda explains de sleeping part. hahax!

k lar.. wanna go sleep. cannot tahan already. hehe
will post today's photo tml or soon..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~

Terbuai aku hilang terjatuh aku dalam,
Keindahan pernantian,
Terucap keraguan hati yang bimbang,
Yang terhalang kepastian cinta.

2008-05-28T00:56:00.005+08:00

sleepy sia...
it's almost 11 & i'm still up.
wat to do..
need to study for mechanics test. haiz... & also talking to a new friend. hehe =)
& i'm sooo tired now.
been occupied since morning seh.

went to polyclinic in de morning.. to go consult doc.
den, went to sch in de afternoon.
& MY GOODNESS! OM module is sooo darn tortureous today sia.
i cant stand dat lecturer & de module anymore.
The module is like COMMON SENSE, wif de big C at de front,
& de lecturer taught us sooo intensely as if its a core module.
haiyo! tynk he's tooo loyal to de sch.lolz

after sch, went for bike lessons.
& yay! i can stop properly now! hehe -.-"
like finally seh..
but one thing i was irritated during de lesson was de slow cars.
for goodness sake, y u people still brake when u're abt to enter de bend when ur speed is like tutrtle speed sia?! or maybe turtles go faster than dat..? hmmm...
seriously seh.. they were like travelling 10km/h & they still hit de brakes.. which makes them go ard de bend at abt 7km/h.
& there i was, behind them trying to balance at dat freaking slow speed!
den gt one moment where i was saying softly to myself, "speed up leh! go change to another lane leh!"
den to my surprise, de car inst looked back & ask de trainee to change lane.
hahahahahahaahhahahax!!
i guess he must have saw my mouth moving. lol!

k lar... wanna go off.
z z z z z~~~

U noe, i could juz stare at this beautiful image dat i'm seeing rite now all night...
but knowing dat u've already been taken, what would be de point.
but it still doent hurt to look through those eyes, right..?

2008-05-22T23:45:00.008+08:00

"okay now, steady... steady... stop! aiyah! why you fall?"

lol! i keep saying dat to myself during bike pract juz now sia..
when going to stop ar.
coz today my 1st lesson seh..
still need to get use to de bike =)
den leg halfway cramp sia! hahax
but lucky for a while only. hehe

now veri tired..
fyp more or less got things rolling already. like finally! haha
budget roughly up.
ballast system, another friend doing it.
electronics, also another friend settling it.
design, juz finished plotting & drawing out de entire airfoil on computer.
all i need now is to do de calculations! darn!
it's supposed to be done by another guy, but he's sick lar..
quite bad lar..
soo i kinda helping him on it. haiz..
i need to finish drawing it out de 3d model by next week.
den after dat, send it for fabrication!
cant wait to see de day to assemble it.
coz i cant wait to see how de frame gonna look like in real life!
since i was de one who designed it
hehe =P

k lar! wanna go sleep.
tml must revise mechanics seh..
still havent start.. haiz.. test is on coming wed seh.
& & &! i hope i can drive tml! hehe =)

to end of, here's a video of a song dat i'm currently starting to like to listen. =D

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2008-05-19T20:53:00.002+08:00

Changed de song for dis blog =)
it's de acoustic version of Breaking Benjamin's The Diary of Jane.
never thought it would sound quite gd in acoustic!
hahax

anyway, been busy wif project sia.
haiz.. n i'm sick of facing de computer screen! lols
i wanna change my screen from CRT to LCD lar..
at least LCD could save my eyes! =P
hahax!
but no money.. haiyoh..
anyone wanna donate? =P
& i'm really hoping dat de proj is a success..
if it cant fly or dive, i'm screwed! hahax
coz i'm de one designing it. =)

& & &!!
i juz bought a new toy! lolz
now i'm juz waiting to buy & equip it wif de rest of de set..
after dat, time to fly baby!!

once you have tasted flight

you will walk the earth

with your eyes turned skywards

for there you have been

and there you will long to return

2008-05-13T11:26:00.003+08:00

all has been said, done & proven..
aku tak akan menyebok lagi!
now, i'm realli starting to wonder wat was de REAL reason for asking me to accompany u de other day.
& now, dis is wat i got after all dat i've done for u.
maybe dis is how de others felt too.. don't u think so?
i'm not trying to end de friendship becoz of dat,
& i'm not trying to forget either.
I'm sorry if i gave u dat impression.
i juz felt less prioritised.
now, i juz gonna see wat u gonna do next.

2008-05-13T02:59:00.002+08:00

looks like u still havent realise it yet,
despite all de hints dat i gave u..
looks like u're getting urself a new one..
where here i am, trying to prove to u dat i AM here.
If it is true, den tell me de words,
den i will not be a menyebok in ur life anymore..

~i believe u'll know who u are after dat last sentence~

its 3.45 in de morning!
i dunno y am i here either..
i can't go back to sleep.
i dunno y, but i juz feel dat i got to post dis up..
at least now, my heart is not feeling as heavy as before.
maybe now, i could go back to sleep.

abit abt yesterday:
de interview didnt went dat well i suppose.
kinda screwed it up. haiz...
wat to do..?
den after sch, went to meet wif teacher to finalise abt de FYP.
n guess wat? dat idea was shot down by other lecturers! & soo was our 2 other ideas!
but our teacher still letting us decide on wat to do..
sooo it's kinda stuck in between.
& feels like we're back to square 1! haiz...

den after dat, had to go off already..
coz got bike lesson.
den i realised, my lesson actually start at 8pm n not 8.20pm!
straight away rushed down to dover station & took a cab from there..
wasted de $11 sia.. haiz..

k lar...tynk i can go back to sleep..
nytez~

wat makes u happy doesnt mean it make others happy,
wat makes u smile doesnt mean others will smile wif u.

2008-05-11T22:26:00.002+08:00

I'm still trying..
but seems it goes unnoticed..

Lets hope tml's interview assesment goes well for me..
hope for no hiccups or stupid ans..
haha

n i'm still worry abt my final year project (FYP)..
hmmm can it be built?
are we able to do de wirings n programming?
hmmmmm..
damn! its a freaking big proj!
big as in BIG! GIGANTIC!
both de idea & de thing itself..
u can climb onboard too u know? hehe
& if it works, i tynk no one will believe dat we did it.
now i start to wonder y i agreed on it.
hmmm
juz hope everything will go well..
n i'm still not mentioning it here.
onli certain people knew abt it already.. hehe =P
shhhhh!!

2008-05-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

once you have tasted flight
you will walk the earth
with your eyes turned skywards
for there you have been
and there you will long to return

~Leonardo daVinci~

a phrase that will never be forgotten..
miss those days of being up there with de birds.
miss those days where de engine roar & up we go.
miss those days where de tyre screech once we've touch down & de next moment we know, we're up in de sky again!
missing those days......

i'm trying my best to make up for all my mistakes..
mistakes which had caused u to loose faith in me..
mistakes which lead to u finding someone else to talk ur problems to, instead of me..
i'm trying my best..
trust me, i am..
u'll gonna loose it again if u dun realise it fast..
thrust me, it will..
& i will not know for sure if i could accept u back it it happens again..
for she, is wat i'm after..

2008-05-03T15:33:00.002+08:00

Its sat! n it's de 3rd week since sch start.

tired lar todae.
morning reach HQ early.. ard 7.50 like dat? haha
dats damn early!
den me n 2 other wif my boss went out for jog ard de campus.
damn far sia we ran.
tynk we jog for 6 to 7 km?
lol! nvr ran dat kind of dist in my life sia
but it was okay lar.
still managed to survived hehe =P

after dat, washed up n went for aero training
repaired my aircraft.. n its almost ready! haha
den went to fly de trainer aircraft again..
but todae, de wind was quite strong seh.
aircraft drifted away more than normal, but still managable! hehe =P
than de landing was rough sia! hahax
wat to do... strong wind seh. haiz..
lol

now, i'm juz tired.
wanna do work also can't.
gonna do it half-heartedly seh.. hahax
sooo, later ar! =P

Oh yar! i've change de song on dis blog.
i noe it doesn't suit wif de theme.. but wat de heck!
lol!
de impt thing is....it's nice to listen to
haha
cya!

Argh! y am i nervous juz now..? hahax
gotta stay calm... =P